Trouble (justin bieber fanfic)

part 12

Hazel's p.o.v

i was screaming and shouting very loud

and someone was shaking me hard to wake up

''Hazel,Hazel,wake up,get up'' the voice said

i woke up panting and breathing heavily

it's like there isn't any oxygen in the room

''it's okay, it's just a bad dream''  i looked at the voice and it was marcel

''a bad dream!? what you talking about?'' i asked him confused

''i don't know! i'm talking about the dream you had ! it wasn't real''

''what!!, NO,Marcel,it was all real'' i said getting out of the bed and going to the mirror

Marcel stayed silent while i was running my hands over the scratches

''you bumped into a glass door'' marcel finally said

a glass door !! is that man out of his mind or something !!! and why is he acting so damn weird ?!!

''No, those scratches are because of derek when he was hitting me !!!''

Marcel looked at me confused

as if i was insane !!

''and..where's justin ?'' i asked him trying to clear the weirdness in the room

''hazel, honey, are you okay?, who are those people !!!?''

''what do you mean by who are those people, Marcel ?!!!''

''i mean that maybe those are the people that you were dreaming about, they're not real'' he said quietly

i raised my eyebrows ''MARCEL,NO, THEY ARE REAL!,JUSTIN'S REAL!,i touched him, i felt him,i loved him'' i whispered the last part

''it was just a dream, honey''

''IT ALL FELT SO REAL!!!'' i was almost crying

it's not real !!! my love is not real !!

MY LIFE WAS BUILT ON DREAM !!!!

i was shocked, confused, angry, sad , depressed i don't know

i just don't know anything , i've got mixed feelings

''i'm sorry, darling'' marcel said hugging me

i was sort of paralyzed, i couldn't even hug marcel, i felt numb

''why are you here then ?'' i asked him with a really quiet voice

'' you bumped into a glass door, we went to the hospital and then i got you back here'' he said simply

i can't remember any of that !

all i can remember is the freaking dream it felt so real how could it be just a dream it can't be !!!!

''i can't remember any of that !''

''maybe you woke up with amnesia'' marcel said trying to light up the mood

''just take some rest now'' he said kissing my forehead and i just nodded

he got out of the room, went downstairs and left

i got up from my bed and went to the bathroom and just washed my face

i then turned all the lights off and went to sleep

but i couldn't , i couldn't fall asleep because that dream is haunting me

it's everywhere, Justin's everywhere