Trouble (justin bieber fanfic)

part 11

Justin's p.o.v

it's been three days since hazel got kidnapped and we still have no clues just those

stupid notes from that bastard threatning us and they're not helping at all

everyday i just sit with marcel trying to figure out what to do and all we get

everytime is nothing just nothing

nothingness is the only thing that can describe how i feel and what's happening around me

it's all my fault i shouldn't have let hazel come into my life

i shouldn't have let my walls fall

i shouldn't have done any of this i shouldn't have ....loved her

it's my fault that i fell in love with her

that would never happened if i didn't appear in my life

she'd still be the happy girl she was with that boring life

she'd still be safe and not hurt

but all i did was just hurting her and hurting the both of us

people like me should isolate themselves i can't fall in love i'm not even allowed to

i break everyone around me even if i don't mean to

even the only person i've loved from all my heart .hazel.

 marcel keeps telling me that his plan will go well but no let's just face it

we're fucked up everything is fucked up because of me because of how fucked up i am

i lost her forever

so i finished talking with marcel in the cafe or the resturant hazel worked in

and i drove my car back home. the place where everything started from,

where i started to stalk her and follow her everywhere

where i started selfishly falling in love with her without caring

everything reminds me of her she's everywhere. she's in my heart.

i stopped the car in front of my house and i got out of it

as i was walking towards the front door my phone started ringing

unknown

i was hoping that it'd be hazel or something but i'm sure that it's not her

i picked up the phone with my hands shaking

''hello,Justin,long time no talk'' his voice just pissed me

''where's hazel'' i said in all coldness trying to hide my fear

''easy,man-..''

''WHERE'S SHE!!'' i shouted at him

''the street where you two first met come and you'll find us'' and with that the line went dead

i ran up to my car starting it again but before i go i need to call marcel

this is how the plan will go

''marcel, derek called he said to meet him at the street where i met hazel''

''okay,justin, i don't want you to show any fear don't worry i'll be there for you''

he said and with that he hang up