The name calling, the laughing. It's all part of the game, isn't it? Its what you're expected to put up with. You get told to ignore it and it will stop, the thing is, it doesn't stop. It keeps on getting worse. You keep it to yourself because you're scared of what people might thing of you.
The physical abuse, no one seems to see it happening and no one seems to care. This torture is endless, you sit alone in your room for hours on end crying. You start to think that's all your fault, that you deserve it. You start to think dark, unimaginable thoughts, these thoughts keep you awake at night.
You start to inflict pain on yourself but this pain is different, it feels good for a moment, you feel guilty afterwards. You can't stop it, though. It's an addiction. You wear long sleeves and trousers to cover up the marks you put on your skin, so no one will notice what you do to yourself late at night, not that anyone will care anyway.
That's what happened to me anyway. My name is Jessica, this my story about the man who saved my life.
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Can't back down - a Ricky Wilson fan fiction
FanfictionJessica really couldn't handle much more. Her mum and don't care about her and constantly hit her and tell her how worthless she is. School life isn't much better, in this story Jessica explains how one man changed her life forever.
