Ricky's POV
Summer went to say something then thought better of it and stormed off. I went back over to Jess and hugged her again. Everything I said was true, I was nothing without her, she is my everything and if she jumped, I would've jumped too.
I needed her as much as she needed me, I loved her and she saved my life. Before I met Jess there was a lot going on in my life. My mum and dad never stopped arguing and fighting, things got really bad between them and it got more and more violent.
I hated seeing them like that, they never really tried to talk to each other instead of fighting. When I tried to bring peace I was shouted away. Sometimes my dad would get violent towards me too.
That's when it got too much for me. This isn't the family I knew, I didn't like it and I felt like a failure. Even with the success of the band I still felt like I was a failure. I felt like how Jess feels today, worthless.
The day I met Jess was the day I was going to kill myself. I planned to down a bottle of the strongest pills I had and that would be the end of me. When I met Jess I knew that there was more to life.
I had to stay strong for Jess, everything I do quickly became centred around Jess. I fell for her instantly and knew that it would be a miracle that she would feel the same way about me, she was perfect.
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Can't back down - a Ricky Wilson fan fiction
Fiksi PenggemarJessica really couldn't handle much more. Her mum and don't care about her and constantly hit her and tell her how worthless she is. School life isn't much better, in this story Jessica explains how one man changed her life forever.
