The price of love. [ Completed✔]

Pt.11

        Not a day goes by that I don't think about you. Not a second passes without my heart beating for you. What have I become? A hopeless romantic for you. Even the stars laugh at me. But they don't know I see beyond the universe and I still dare to say that you are more beautiful than the universes beyond the stars. My lips speak your name and I as I say it slowly, your name takes a hold of my thoughts. I have found myself on my knees hopelessly praying that one day I can kiss you. Hopelessly wishing on a star that I may take your hand one day, look into your eyes and tell you that I love you. Truly and madly, that I love you. I have poisoned my own body into depression, taken every cut put on my body as a punishment. But I've kept myself sober with your name. With the thought of you. The rivers I cry. The storm inside my mind. They all have taken it's toll on me. But I've whispered your name and have found comfort in you. My safe haven. The bitter sweet feeling of my heart breaking but still beating for you. I can't sleep at night without hearing the sound of your voice. The nights I hear them, I instantly slip into a slumber. I've thought of no one, have not spoken another's name. I have not moved on, hate me if you must, but I've kept my heart set on you. And I shall try with all that I am to get you back because I love you. Every word. Every thought. Your happiness is my happiness. Don't hate me for saying your name before I sleep. I say it because I have found comfort and love in you.

-Unknown

          "I wish things were this simple." Chaeyoung whispered and snuggled closer to Tzuyu. Tzuyu sighed and held the young girl gently. Simple. Were any feelings or relationships simple?

"Chaeyoung." Tzuyu whispered. "Hm?" Chaeyoung hummed. The Taiwanese girl looked down at the young girl.

"I...I don't think I have feelings for you. At least not anymore." She said and began to move away. Chaeyoung slowly lifted her head.

"W-what?" Chaeyoung asked. Tzuyu pulled away from the young girl. "I'm from a respected family. And...I just can't be with you." Tzuyu said as she gathered het things. Chaeyoung grabbed Tzuyu's wrist.

"No. No Tzuyu stop. I don't understand." Chaeyoung said frustrated at the girl's sudden confession. Tzuyu pulled away her wrist.

"What's there to not understand? We're girl's Chaeyoung. You can't be with me and I can't be with you. Please, I won't be disowned by my family over this. It's over." She said. Chaeyoung reached for the young girl again but Tzuyu slapped her hand away.

"I don't think it was love anyways." Tzuyu said. She turned on her heels and walked away. Chaeyoung crumbled to the floor and covered her face as tears streamed down. This couldn't be real. It couldn't be.

         Heavy breaths escaped the young girl's mouth as Chaeyoung's heart pounded in her chest. She sat up and wiped her sweaty forehead. She closed her eyes shut and whimpered.

Another nightmare had taken over her nights rest. She grabbed the phone and dialed the first person on her call log. She felt her forehead. A high fever.

"Hello?" A groggy voice asked.

Chaeyoung: "Dahyun, I dreamed about her again." Chaeyoung said out of breath.

Dahyun: "Who? That hot chick you hosted for one time? What was her name? Sakura or something?"

Chaeyoung: "No! Chou Tzuyu." Chaeyoung said frustrated.

Dahyun: "Oh. What happened?"

Chaeyoung: "I can't stop dreaming about the night she broke up with me. Everything was just fine and then she dumped me! I don't understand Dahyun!" Chaeyoung cried out.