genre: Xiumin Angst type:drabble/scenario characters: Xiumin, reader, etc. Do not re-post without permission or use in any way, this is my work. Okay so the original request was actually very angsty and probably crossed the line drawn by the guidelines but I kinda made it work... so it didn't go against my rules. So be warned, it's angsty. Xoxo, Ara~
She never told me what happened that night. Never talked about it, never even mentioned it. She continued smiling like she always did, she continued laughing like the day I met her, but her pain also continued. I knew things weren't the same, I knew my girl was having it rough. Specially when I touched her When anyone touched her. Specially when I was close. When anyone was close.
"Y/N?" I opened her bedroom door to find my girl sitting on the floor, hugging her knees while sobbing uncontrollably. "What...oh lord... babe what happened? What's going on? Where does it hurt? Who did this... Y/N talk!" I knew that panicking wasn't going to help, specially if she had been trying to calm down before I arrived. But I couldn't help it, I couldn't stand seeing my girl destroyed and not being able to help her. I hated not knowing what was going on but she wasn't opening her mouth. I sat next to her and hugged her tightly, hugged her until he had stopped crying and had fallen asleep. It was then when I noticed all the wounds, the scratches and even bites. But next morning she didn't anything nor the next day or week. Whenever I mentioned it she would turn and walk away, change the subject or just pretend she didn't hear me. I knew it was hard, I knew something terrible had happened that night but no matter what I did, she didn't let me help her.
"Minnie" She said one night, before going to bed. "Yes jagi?" I smiled to her and kissed her forehead. "Do you love me?" I stood there for a while, not sure why she had asked me that when I always said it, but I answered anyway. I took her face in my hands, lifted it up a little and stared into her beautiful deep eyes. "I do, I love you with all my heart. You make me so happy and I hope we can stay together forever" I could see the tears forming in her eyes, see how hard she was trying to not cry and give me a smile. "That's enough then. To make it all worth it. I love you too Minseok"
I didn't understand in that moment what those words meant. But I didn't dare to push my luck, she hadn't given me an honest smile in a long time. Even with tears in her eyes, I could feel she meant every worth of it. So I laid that night next to her, unaware of what was at risk.
I woke up to find an empty bed. She wasn't by my side; her shoes weren't in the place she had left them the night before, her coat was gone. I thought she had gone for a walk but her phone was resting at the night table. It didn't make sense, she always liked listening to music while going to the park. I prepared myself a cup of coffee and waited for her to come in the kitchen, but she didn't. She didn't come back. I didn't know that the previous night was the last time I would see her eyes shine.
It took me half a second to answer the phone, a minute to process what her mother was saying, and another one to take the keys and run to the door. Someone had attacked her, again. Someone had done this on purpose, someone had left her unconscious on the sidewalk. And someone had left a note on her pocket, a not for me.
To: Xiumin With love..
It was my fault, everything was my fault. And she knew and she thought it was best to not tell me. She thought... all the pain, all the danger was worth it, because I loved her. But it wasn't, I loved her too much it hurt and seeing her laying in an hospital bed, unconscious while I sat next to her waiting, was worse than death. I felt like my soul had been ripped from my body, ripped and torn into little pieces. She had given herself to keep me safe. She had kept her promise to love me until the end and beyond. It was my fault, I had hurt the one I loved.
"They say you might not wake up. But I don't believe them Because you promised we would marry and have a family And you always keep your promises. But until then Y/N, I'll find the one who did this to you. I'll make them pay. Wake up Y/N, wake up and let me see the light in your eyes one more time. Because I love you and I need to hear you say those words again or I might go insane. Don't go. I'm sorry"
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