EXO Xiumin Drabbles/Scenarios

Snow is falling

It's cold...

The first snow already passed...

It's always white now...

You are not here.

How am I supposed to survive this winter alone when he is not here? How am I going to get warm when there's no strong arms to hug me at nights until the sun rises again? I can't even remember what it felt like... I can only see him in dreams, chasing after him, always trying to touching but waking up when I'm about to.

Where is my love? Where is my Minseok?

It's almost Christmas... My favorite and most hated time of the year. It's so beautiful, full of happiness and love. You share many things with so many people that your heart becomes warmer and warmer and you gain so much, more than just gifts. But it's sad too. If you are lonely, if you don't have someone to be with, it becomes the worst time of the year. You need a hug, someone who will stay with you until the snow stops, someone who will be your light of the night, someone who will be with you to share more than memories.

And here I am.. exactly like that. Waiting for him, to come and save me from this loneliness... but he is away working. I don't blame him, I was the one who told him to go, it would have been selfish to tell him to stay. But sometimes I just wish he didn't listen to me and just stayed with me. I need of him sometimes... his touch, his kisses, his beautiful eyes, his love...

"Y/N!!! We are leaving now! Get in the car already! We will be late!" Your sister screamed. They came for you to go with your parents and spend the rest of the holidays together. It was Christmas Eve and you were going to have a special dinner tonight. "I'm coming! Just a second". You said as you gave a last look to your house before leaving for 3 weeks. "I'm going to miss this place... His memory is everywhere..." You closed the door and ran to the car.

After a 3 hours ride, you finally reached the town where your parents live at. Hugs and some tears were shared. It was overwhelming, so nice to see them again. But deep inside of you, you weren't okay. You wanted him and nothing else, no one could fill that empty space.

Even after a delicious meal, beautiful presents and great stories, your heart was somewhere else. You couldn't enjoy completely your stay there. Nothing seemed right. After everyone went to bed, you stayed in the living room staring at the beautiful white lights of the Christmas tree. You were lost in thoughts, avoiding you to notice someone was standing there with you. Someone was watching you and smiling as your eyes got stuck in the lights.

"Y/N... I'm here. I'm finally here... next to you". You heard Xiumin's voice. You slowly felt how someone hugged you from behind and whispered in your ear. "It's time to be with me Y/N... I knew it took me more than what we expected but I'm finally back". You turned to face him and wrapped your arms around his neck. You didn't have words, you didn't understand why he was there. How he managed to come back that night, but you did't ask. It was enough for you to be in his arms, you didn't need any explanation.

"It was your mother... You should have said something! I'm never leaving you again if you are this depressed!! I need you too my love. So I'll make sure to stay by your side from now on...I promise." And he kissed you.

You knew he meant it. You knew things would change, that it was his Christmas present for you. The real one... and you didn't need more. He was everything you wanted and he came just when you needed him. If that's not love, then what is?