He smirked down at me, knowing I had heard him and ignored him. I saw a flash of a photo and he set it on my desk, I snatched it and shut it in my journal. "Thanks," Ryan nodded and I turned my music up louder.
It was called The Bird and The Worm by the Used. I loved the song. Sometimes it spoke for itself and that's what I felt like today... I worm crawling away from a bird. Oddly.
"He wears his heart
Safety pinned to his backpack
His backpack is all that he knows
Shot down by strangers
Whose glances can cripple
The heart and devour the soul
All alone he turns to stone
While holding his breath half to death
Terrified of what's inside
To save his life he crawls
Like a worm from a bird
Crawls like a worm from a bird
Out of his mind away
Pushes him whispering
Must have been out of his mind
Mid-day delusions of pushing this out of his head
Maybe out of his mind
All alone he turns to stone
While holding his breath half to death
Terrified of what's inside
To save his life he
Crawls like a worm from a bird
Crawls like a worm from a bird
All he knows
If he can't believe it it grows
And so it goes
He crawls like a worm
Crawls like a worm from the bird
Out of his mind away
Pushes him whispering
Must have been out of his mind
All alone he turns to stone
While holding his breath half to death
Terrified of what's inside
To save his life he crawls
Like a worm from a bird
Crawls like a worm from a bird
All alone
He's holding his breath half to death
Terrified to save his life
He crawls like a worm
Crawls like a worm from a bird
Crawls like a worm from a bird
Crawls like a worm from a bird
Crawls like a worm
Crawls like a worm
Crawls like a worm from a bird"
I know I just wrote a lot and wasted paper. I don't really care. It gave me something to do in class. Something I enjoyed. I loved pissing off my teachers, since they can't take this away from me.
Ryan turned around towards me and started to say something. I watched him for a few seconds as he seemed to be talking to me. Then I snorted and paused my music, "Dude, I didn't hear a word you were saying." I slid my headphones into my pocket while he complained and began to explain things again.
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Journal (Boyxboy)
Teen FictionHave you ever had your own journal? One that you either are required to have or just have to get your thoughts out... I do, and it's for when I go to therapy. It was supposed to help soothe me and give me something to talk of when I visited my thera...