Journal (Boyxboy)

Untitled Part 10

So that I wouldn't be bothered I blasted music, the first song that came on was 'Burn the Night Away' by There for Tomorrow. I loved this song and I laid in bed, closing my eyes to listen to the lyrics completely.

It's 3 in the morning

And I'm still not sleeping

Cause I am finally running your race

The mountains you've been climbing seem like they have steepened

Since I decided to pick up the pace

If the whole world told me I should disappear

Could I fall right next to you?

Just let me burn the night away

Oh, baby let me burn the night away

By thinking of the simple things you say to me

That get me through the day

You keep me wide awake

You keep me wide awake

So don't look back the hour glass is running empty

You've got me buried with your every move

Your fine line have me at a loss of memory

I'm right beside you in an empty room

If the whole world told me I should disappear

Could I fall right next to you?

Just let me burn the night away

Oh, baby let me burn the night away

By thinking of the simple things you say to me

That get me through the day

And it's so hard to catch your feelings

When you always run away

You keep me wide awake

You keep me wide awake

Your making it hard for me to just start

Over like we're new

Oh, the whole world told me I should disappear cause I'm falling in love with you

Just let me burn the night away

Oh, baby let me burn the night away

By thinking of the simple things you say to me

That get me through the day

And it's so hard to catch your feelings

When you always run away

You keep me wide awake

You keep me wide awake

I was crying kind of by this point, a sadness overcoming me to a point where I needed to let emotion out. The song reminded me of the time that I sang it with the guys in the car and what I had been thinking at that time, have I really come that far? It shocked me to realize how differently I thought of the song.

Next, 'Why' by Secondhand Serenade came on and I sang along, loudly to it. it felt amazing to sing but sad because of the song.

The buttons on my phone are worn thin

I don't think that I knew the chaos I was getting in.

But I've broken all my promises to you

I've broken all my promises to you.