"And remember that no matter how fat, ugly, useless and worthless you may be... I am the only one that loves you and cares about you.. I am your best friend after all..."
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I stare at my plate as I play with the food using my fork.
I cut the meat in smaller pieces and move the food from one side of the plate to the other.
I hear my brother sigh as he places his utensils on the table. He rests his chin on the back of his hands as he watches me quietly. I can feel his feet bouncing with anger.
And I grow scared.
But I don't show it.
"So! Jimin!"
He says annoyance dripping from his mouth with every word.
"Yes hyung?"
I say as I look right into his dark eyes.
"I have noticed that you do not eat much huh?"
"N-no! I do eat! Just not that much around You! We are always busy so we don't really see each other much!"
"THEN HOW DO YOU EXPLAIN THAT YOU THROW YOUR LUNCHRIGHT AFTER I DRIVE AWAY FROM YOUR SCHOOL!? EVERY FUCKING DAY!"
He yells as he slams his hands on the table and stands up.
I flinch from his tone.
"HOW DO YOU EXPLAIN THAT YOU ARE HALF YOUR SIZE!? THAT YOUR OWN CLOTHES LOOK LIKE THEY ARE 10 SIZES BIGGER?! HOW DO YOU EXPLAIN ALL THE SMELL OF VOMIT THAT LINGERS IN THE BATHROOM?! HOW DO YOU EXPLAIN THIS!?"
He says as he slams a notebook on the table.
My notebook.
In which I write about my weight loss.
I gulp as tears form in my eyes.
"I just wanna be perfect!"
I yell weakly as I sob.
"YOU'RE KILLING YOURSELF!"
"Don'tyou know that I would die to be perfect?"
I'm in such a badmood .. sigh Anyways, I hope y'all are feeling okay and are taking care of yourselves. Love you all❤
