Looking at the pills in my hand I begin to wonder if it is the right decision.
I begin to wonder if this is really the end for me.
But then I look up and catch glimpse of myself in the mirror.
And that's enough to open the lid of the pill bottle and start pouring the white medicine on my palm.
Taking a handful of the pills I quickly put them in my mouth and shallow them with some vodka.
My throat burns from the alcohol and my stomach starts hurting.
My head feels light but I just shrug it off putting the note neatly on my desk.
From my peripheral vision I can see Ana looking at me.
What I didn't notice was that she was hiding a smile.
"Giving up already?" She says with a chuckle.
"Its better this way isn't It?" I ask as look in her dull lifeless eyes.
"Ending everything right here and Now...."
I finish as I look at my feet.
"Jimin Jimin Jimin...." she says as she shakes her head and walks near me.
She grips my collar as she looks into my eyes.
"Nothing can be over until I say so..."
Hello guys!
Long time no see huh?
Anyways I wanted to
remind y'all you're loved.
By me, your friends, your family or your partners if you have one.
Even so don't forget to love yourself❤
Ps. Guys stop comparing
yourself to Jimin! :(
In this book Jimin is mentally sick!
His weightloss/weight in
this book is purely
fictional and 100%
unhealthy!
Please stop comparing
yourself to him
otherwise I will have
to remove the numbers
cause I don't want to be
the reason you feel
bad about yourselves!
Thanks for 6k reads!💗
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Fanfiction"And remember that no matter how fat, ugly, useless and worthless you may be... I am the only one that loves you and cares about you.. I am your best friend after all..." [⚠️ READ DISCLAIMER ⚠️] 1k reads: 25/1/2019 2k reads: 15/4/2019 4k reads: 4/6...
