No Matter What Happens ||oumasai||

Chapter 1

After the opening ceremony

"Ok time for uhh, science ok this should be a decent class." The purple haired boy started walking to his class when he ran into Tenko, Himiko, and Angie. Great the squad of man-haters arrived. "Hey Tenko shouldn't you be making out with Himiko in the restroom or something." Let's see how she responds to that. "Typical degenerate always thinking of something disgusting. Himiko you should use your magic against him!"
"I would but right now I have low mp. Maybe later when I have enough for a good spell." Once again they do nothing well I should get to class.

I get to class and I see Shuichi talking to Kiiboy. Wait why is Kiibo getting closer to Shuichi, time for me to intervene.

"Hey Kiiboy, Shuichi what are you guys up to?"

"Nothing really I was just telling Shuichi how rude you were being this morning."

"Ohh I see I thought you were trying to make a move on him~." What am I saying?!

"Kokichi he was not 'making a move' on me just go."

"You're such a liar Saihara- chan." This hurts, he is still mad at me I should just leave him alone.

Class is starting I should find a seat. So far the people here are recognizable there's Miu, Kaito, Maki, Angie, Ryoma, Mom, Shuichi, and Kiibo. I'm glad that Tenko isn't in this class, she loves messing with me the 'vulnerable degenerate male' I have no clue on why she calls me that just because I'm shorter than her. I could still defend myself against her... maybe.

Time skip to after class

That actually wasn't half bad I thought it would be horrible but not really. I still need to know why Shuichi is still mad, did he find something out about me or is it seriously still about last year. I hope not because then I'll be hated by everyone even Kirumi and she's my mom! Why am I even trying to be liked? It would be easier to disappear to just be gone. Whatever I'll just continue with my day.

Lunch time

Finally time for lunch and to find Shuichi.

"Hey Kokichi are you lookin' for someone?"
"Not anyone important just the detective."
"You mean Shuichi? I saw him going to the roof."
"Thanks."

So he's on the roof, best time to talk to him I guess no one really goes up there. I'll just grab my lunch from my locker and head up there now.

On the roof

"Hey Shuichi I wanna talk to you!"

"Well I don't want to talk to you go away."

"Nishishi you can't get rid of me that easily detective."

"Fine sit down."

"So I wanted to talk to you about last year."

"What about it."

"You're so mean to me we used to be inseparable-."

"Until you ruined everything."

"Just let me talk."

"There's nothing to talk about you fucked everything up. Now leave."

"F-fine I'll go."

I get up and walk away but once I close the door separating me from the roof I break. I run to the closest restroom and lock myself in a stall and I start crying. I knew it everything I loved is gone, and the feeling of caring for someone shattered. I'm heartbroken and there's nothing left for me. I start sobbing everything I keep hidden from my peers is emptying out of me.

Once the tears stop I open the stall door and look at myself in the mirror to see what I need to do to fix my make up. "Man my face is a mess." My eyes are red from crying the entire lunch period, my face is still dusted with pink underneath the last of my makeup which is smeared and smudged. It's going to take a while but being a little late for my next class is fine nobody would worry about my absence anyway. I start fixing my face and the last thing I need to do is just add my eyeliner. I finish after a couple of minutes and I start to head to class

"Hey Kokichi I've been looking for you."
"Hey Rantaro where have you been all day?"
"Where have I been really Panta-sucker."
"Sorry I forgot your schedule."
"Then maybe you should check your phone."
"Shut up and go back to your avocado farm. I need to get to class."
"Alright see you around."
"Yeah bye."

Well that's proof on how Rantaro is never where he needs to be when he needs to be there. Last class of today is my elective class: theater. This should be fun no one I have a problem with is in this class so things should be fine. I walk into class and see the last person I wanted to see, the person that caused me so much heartache. My first and last love Shuichi Saihara. If I don't interact with him it'll be fine, right? The teacher starts talking "Ok class I'm assuming you all know each other and you know me since I'm your english teacher so let's get started. Today you'll be partnering up with someone and creating a mystery scene that the rest of the class will have to solve so don't solve it. When creating it you need to already know the end but I don't want you to add it. Show as much as you need to give us clues to solve it. Ready? Go!"

Everyone partners up and lucky me the class has an odd number of people and I am alone. So I ask the teacher if I could go to the bathroom and I skipped that class. It's the first day and no one cares if I suddenly go missing so I left.

I decided to walk home on the way there I got a call from Rantaro but I didn't answer it, I just walked home went up to my room and cried. I knew today was going to be shit.

I cried for a few hours than I changed my pillow slip it was covered in makeup. I got up on slightly shaky legs and went to the bathroom. I decided to just take a shower and maybe afterwards I'll soak in the tub. That sounds relaxing and lucky for me I have no homework so I can be in here all I want.