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19

!WARNING!: A RAPE WILL TAKE PLACE IN THIS CHAPTER

...she was gone...

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"pedal faster, guys!" ben yelled.

"ben, were trying! it's kinda difficult to bike when you have to transport my sister with a broken leg around without her getting hurt!" stan argued as he pedaled, y/n holding onto him.

"bear, don't worry about it. it won't hurt me." y/n said. "bev is more important right now, anyways" stan shook his head slightly, like he was disagreeing with her. she watched him, confused, but ended up shaking it off.

"calm down! we're going as fast as we can!" eddie yelled as he pedaled.

"we're almost there!" bill said after a bit. y/n perked up, anxiously waiting to find out what happened to beverly. they had already decided that y/n would stay up, seeing how she had a broken leg would slow her down.

10 minutes later...

"i'm staying here with y/n." mike said as he walked to y/n and stan's side.

"i'm staying here, too." stan said, holding y/n up.

"and i don't have a choice" y/n said. bill looked at y/n, sorrowly. bill huffed out a breath, hen looked down the well with the rest of the losers.

8 minutes later...

and they were in the well, having he thought of not seeing their family and friends again.

y/n, stan, and mike grasped the knifes that they were holding, tightly. they looked around, making sure no-one was going stop richie, eddie, bill, and ben for defeating this monster. 

y/n was breathing heavily, buried in her thoughts, and a racing heart.

'will i see richie again?'

'what if they don't make it out?'

'how are you hey doing?'

"n/n, are you okay?" stan asked as he looked over at her. she didn't answer. "n/n?" he repeated. y/n shook her head, then looked over at stan, nodding.

"yeah... just... thinking" y/n replied. stan nodded, then started to look around again, y/n doing the same.

19 minutes later... *RAPE WARNING*

"get your filthy hands off her!" stan yelled, being held back by one of henry's goons. stan was fighting as hard as he could to get out of his grip, but failed.

"get away from her, asshole!" mike yelled, also being held back by henry's other goon. (i don't really remember their names lmao)

she was fighting.

she was screaming.

she was crying.

she was being raped.

"get the fuck off me! please!" y/n cried as she was pinned down by henry, who was raping her. "please! ah!" she yelled. tears started to fall down stans face. that was his sister. it was his job to protect her, yet he was failing to do so. he was being forced to watch his sister, his best friend, being raped.

once henry was done, he got off of her, and him and his goons ran away. mike and stan ran over to y/n, pulling her into his lap, and holding her close to him. mike  wrapped his arms around y/n and stan, also shedding some tears after what he saw.

"i'm so sorry, y/n... i couldn't do anything... i failed at protecting you.." stan whispered to his crying sister. y/n looked at him, shaking his head.

"no, stan.. it's okay... you were being held back and you couldn't get away." she said.

"no it's not! i had to watch my best friend get raped! and i could do shit about it!" he said, sadly.

"it's fine stan" she said as she rested her head on his shoulder, still crying. he held her tightly until the losers came back up with beverly.