sad
kylee pov
it was just an ordinary day, and me and my boyfriend Jonah were having a good time. but deep down I knew it was wrong, taking my best friends boyfriend away from her was terrible. he's mine now but it doesnt feel right. I mean I like him and it's not my fault he liked me more than her. I just miss having my best friend by my side. and Jonah isn't what I'm looking for now that I have him. I mean he was too nice, too generous, too sweet, and too perfect for me. I dont want to break up with him but I need to break up with him. I cry every night wondering why I'm hated by so many ppl and it's bc I broke Jonah and Ashley up. he keeps telling me it will go away, but it's only become worse. and for that, I'm sorry jonah.
"hey jonah?" I say already tearing up.
"yeah babe?" Jonah says getting nervous.
"I'm sorry." a tear runs down my face.
"sorry? for what?" Jonah say getting closer to me
"what I'm about to say or do." I say with another tear running down my face.
"baby, what do you mean?" Jonah starts tearing up.
"we can't be together anymore." I say with tears streaming down my face
"why? I can be better I promise." Jonah says with a tear rolling down his face.
"I'm hated by so many people and I just can't take it anymore. I've tried and tried but i just can't. I miss my best friend. I miss being happy. I miss being happy to go to school. I miss my old life." i ramble still crying.
"but i I love you, shouldn't that be the only thing that matters?" Jonah says kinda getting upset.
"jonah, I can't. everyone in the school hates me, and I miss having my best friend by my side." I say trying to calm down.
"will you still love me?" Jonah says looking deeply into my eyes.
"for now yes, but I'll get over it." I stand up and so does Jonah.
"baby please don't leave me." Jonah says holding me from walking away.
"Jonah I don't want this either but we need it." I say releasing myself from his grip and running to where every the world took me. But I couldn't run for long bc I tripped on a rock and fell to the ground. I get up noticing a large scratch on my leg. I start running again, hoping not to trip on a rock.
"baby please." I hear Jonah say running after me. with that I burst out crying harder and falling to the ground. I hear someone behind me and try standing up, but failing miserably. I look up and see Jonah of course. I stand up, slipping a couple times.
"can we just talk this out? we can make it better I promise." Jonah says looking down.
"we can make it better by ending us, goodbye jonah." I say feeling nothing but my heart breaking. "I'm so sorry it ended like this, but I need time and space. I'll miss you." I try walking away, and of course I couldn't bc Jonah wouldn't let me. he pulls me back to him and leans in to kiss me. I didn't stop it bc I need one more good moment with him. I break this kiss not wanting to get deeply into things.
"goodbye jonah." I wipe off his tears. "I'm not worth crying for." I walk away starting cry much harder. why did it have to end like this?
"goodbye babygirl, I'll miss you." I hear Jonah say under his breath. wow, I'm so stupid. he loved me and that should have been the only thing that mattered, but no I had to have more. I'm such a selfish piece of shit. I'm not gonna get over him. I really liked him.
