you know me best, you know my worst, see me hurt, but you don't judge.
jack and i have only been dating for a week, but something is missing.
that, right there is the scariest feeling.
i mean he's great but there's something about him that makes me feel like the most important person, but yet least important person.
opening and closing up again, i've been hurt so i don't trust, now here we are, staring at the ceiling.
we hangout so much, but time flies so it seems like i never see him. i'd say i miss him but he's right next to me.
i've said those words before, but it was a lie, and you deserve to hear them a thousand times.
"y/n, you doing alright?" he'd ask
"yeah" i'd respond blankly
if all it is is eight letters, why is it so hard to say?
he makes me feel amazing, but i feel like i'm making his life worse. and i just really want the best for him.
if all it is is eight letters, why am i in my own way?
maybe i'm thinking about this to much, bc no matter what i think, it ends with us not being together for much longer.
why do i pull you close, and then ask you for space?
"y/n." he says
"yes jacky?" what is he planning on saying?
if all it is is eight letters, why is it so hard to say?
"i love you." he says with a smile
when i close, my eyes, its you there, in my mind. when i close my eyes
"i love you too"
if all it is is eight letters
