why dont we || imagines and smut :)

jonah || hoodie

madi pov
i wake up on a saturday morning, with the smell of roses in the air. today i'm feeling better than usual. recently me and my boyfriend split off due to loss of communication. i still love that boy with my whole heart and letting him go was the most difficult thing i've ever had to do. i've loved that boy since 4th grade.

i search my closet to look for something comforting to wear. suddenly i find a black hoodie, with a familiar scent.

without warning a tear drops down my face. i miss my jonah-bear.

i take the hoodie off its white hanger, and put it on.

all our memories flash through my head. i break down and cry into his hoodie. i miss his voice. i miss his eyes. i miss his smile. i miss his personality. i miss him.

the way he'd look at me compared to other girls was love. i know he loves me, and he knows that i love him. but we can't be together, he has a career and life to worry about. i'm just an extra thing to worry about.

when we were together, i had nothing to worry about. just his smile brought me happiness.

my absolute favorite thing about him was his huge obsession with coffee. you could tell if he had it or not.

when he had it, he wanted to go out and do something. he'd want to hold my hand and explore with me. he'd give me kisses on the cheek and lips, not afraid to show the world that i was his.

when he didn't have it he wanted to stay home. his favorite thing to do at home was to cuddle with me. he would tell me how much he loved me and that i was everything he was looking for.

no matter what he did, he made me feel loved and wanted. now that i don't have him, i don't even have the courage to leave my house. i don't want to be seen, i've lost the love of my life.

this hoodie is just another way to remember him by. i would do anything to get that amazing boy back in my life.

i wish i could tell him this, and maybe we could try it again to make it better. but i'm for sure not gonna date anyone until he does. it shows me if he moved on or not. i'm obviously not gonna move on for a while though.

once i come back to realization, someone was knocking on the front door.

i wipe away any tears on my face, and go downstairs. i open the door to see someone i would have never thought to be there.

"j-jonah, what are you doing here?" i ask confused but also kinda happy to see him again

"i came to get my hoodie, but it looks like it's being used." jonah smiles

"oh yeah sorry about that." i say about to take it off

"no madi you can have it. i just figured since we broke up you wouldn't want it." jonah says.

it was silent for a moment.

"look jonah, i miss you a lot." i say looking down

"i miss you too madi, but i don't think we can be together." jonah takes a breath "but we can try."

"are you being serious jonah?" i ask looking up.

"yeah, i miss having you by my side. we just kinda fell off after my album dropped." jonah admits

"j-jonah i-" i stutter.

"no need madi." jonah cuts me off

"i was just gonna say, i love you." i finally say. jonah smiles

"madi, i love you too. now let's go upstairs and cuddle." jonah says coming inside my house and closing the door.

"jonah wait." i blurt.

"what is it sweetheart?" jonah asks curiously.

i walk closer to him and kiss his lips passionately. after a few seconds we pull away and jonah looks at me in lust

"god, i've missed my baby mads so much." jonah says pulling me into a hug.

"and this time madi, i'm never gonna let us lose each other. you mean too much to me to let you go again." jonah says hugging me tighter

"and i'll never let you go either. as long as i have this hoodie, you'll always be the one i love the most."