Just Me

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Two hours later, it was midnight and Taehyung had shifted his sleeping position in bed for the umpteenth time. He slid further down his blanket to filter out the orange glow reflected on the ceiling from outside the windows.

After once again failing to find the most satisfying posture for sleep to dawn on him, he ripped the blanket off his body in frustration.

Taehyung simply couldn't sleep.

Not when the tiny voice at the back of his head wouldn't stop haunting him with the words,

'Delete them.'  

He groaned and flailed his arms and legs up and down and in random directions like a child throwing a tantrum.

Why did I say thaaaaaaat ughhhhhh.

He paused abruptly.

Stupid Taekook.

His actions contradicted his thoughts when he reached for his phone from under the pillow with the intention of googling 'Taekook' once more. He swore to himself that it was only because he wanted a peace of mind and thought that if he saw something different this time, he'd feel better. 

He quickly scrolled down the search results, trying his best to avoid coming across '#TAEKOOK Stories – Wattpad' again because he found himself a little traumatized by the site.

ARMYs need holy water.

He stopped scrolling when '#taekook - Twitter Search' caught his eye. Hesitant but determined, he padded his thumb against it.

Little did he know that it was pretty much just a visual representation of Wattpad.

He mentally broke down at the sight of explicit photoshopped images of him and Jungkook. Occasionally, his heart warmed up a little over the cute fanart some fans made but not shortly after would his stomach drop again when he came across yet another inappropriate photo. 

He carried on scrolling and eyed a few bearable images and gifs.

He carried on scrolling and eyed a few bearable images and gifs

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The familiar bubbly heartwarming feeling came upon him again

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The familiar bubbly heartwarming feeling came upon him again.

A small smile tugged at the corner of his lips.

We used to be so much closer. 

He felt a sudden pang of pain in his chest at this thought. He pressed the little button on the side of his phone to lock it and limply casted the device aside.

A deep sigh left his lungs and he closed his eyes, his eyelids finally getting heavier and soon enough he found himself dozing off. The need to sleep numbed his body from the pain that lingered in his chest when he suddenly remembered that time in MAMA when Jungkook wanted to sit next to IU so badly. 

His head lolled to the side, his last thoughts being,

He used to like me most.

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