Its author Bon Bon here, Today I just wanna talk about something I really wanted to point out some things.
I feel so fucking stupid.
I have trusted people who I thought I could, But I always end up getting hurt.
I hate myself; I hate my body.
I have been dodging meals; I would only eat one meal in the whole day. I hate my thighs, my face. I want to rip myself apart because Im so ugly, Im so Imperfect. I see compliments as lies that... I cant even see through.
I dont feel okay.
I cant wake up in a day feeling okay, I feel so worthless. I feel like a horrible person. I want to become normal.
I barely eat now-adays.
I would only eat lunch or dinner. I try to compare my body with these beautiful people in magazines but I cant help but feel so Imperfect. I would starve myself, eat... then puke it all out after everything.
I dont want to tell anyone because I dont want them to get hurt instead of me, I dont want to drag them into my own problems.Im not okay.
I always try to stay strong but all I can see in myself.. Is nothing.
I feel so fucking e̶m̶p̶t̶y̶
I feel like I'm loosing all people I love, And I dont want to loose you guys to.
Especially you JerinJThein
Please, Dont leave me you guys.
I love you all..
Please dont hurt your selves or starve yourselves, I care for all of you.
Sincerely, Your Author Bon Bon 💔
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