My First Love

Chapter 23

De'Arrea pov (dee•are•ree•uh)

I sat up in my car staring up at the stars hoping and praying to god that I make it through these nine months. I'm pregnant and I drove all the way to California with no food in my belly. I didn't make not one stop. Soon as I touched down in Cali my gas was literally on E. I had to drive around to find a gas station nearby. After getting gas I went to Ihop which was across from the gas station. I was hungry. I had no where to go. Yep that's right. Janet is living in Cali also. But I don't give a damn about her. So glad she's locked up. . As I was leaving, I saw Keith walking to his car at the gas station I was just at. I lifted the straps to my purse over my shoulder and rushed across the street. "Keith!" I yelled. He didn't hear me, he continued to pump his gas. "Keith?" I said again but this time he heard me. His eyes widen and he dropped everything and pulled me into a tight hug. "Ow ow Keith your hurting my stomach. I just got surgery." I said.

"Sorry. But what you doing way up here?" He said

"I'm staying up here."

"Really? Why?"

"Well I have my reasons."

"Hm. How's algee? Are you guys back together?"

"I don't know and don't care either and no I'm single "

"Oh okay so...What you doing later?"

I looked down folding my arms.

"Nothing."

"I got my own apartment. How bout you come by and we can watch a movie or something?"

"Okay" I said looking at him. He gave me kissed on my forehead and I left. I walked back to my car driving around. I don't want anything serious with him just yet cause I just got out of a relationship with algee short ass. I didn't even tell him I'm pregnant. I'm pregnant with algee's baby. Wow that's crazy. I'm going to be a mother. I started to cry uncontrollably in the car. I don't think I can be able to take care a baby by myself and I don't have have enough money for an abortion. About an hour later. I was sitting in my hotel holding a bottle of white vinegar. I did my research and it says that I can kill it just by drinking the whole bottle. Only bad thing is that it can harm me. I don't care about being harm as long as I'm still alive. Keith called and ask if I can come over. Of course I said yeah. I threw the vinegar in my bag and grabbed my keys leaving the hotel.
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"Are you okay?" Keith asked I nodded.

"Yeah I'm fine. Still in a little pain. "

"I'm so sorry for what had happened to you and I'm So glad that you're okay. And also, I'm so sorry for putting that viagra in your drink" he continued.

So many thoughts started rumbling through my head. I started thinking about algee and the bitch he got pregnant. I can't believe it. I was tuning out Keith as he went on and on apologizing and feeling sorry for me. I felt sick. I got up rushing outside.

"Dee? Dee! Where you going?!" He said. I threw up all over his grass. Too bad he couldn't see it cause it started to go through the grass. I threw two pieces of gum into my mouth and walked back inside. I started to cry. "What's up?" Keith said. He began to rub his hands up and down my back while I rest my head on his chest. I wanted to tell him that I'm pregnant but I got a feeling it might not be algee's baby. Maybe I'm tripping. As I was daydreaming, I felt Keith hands go in my shirt as he began rubbing my stomach up to my bra. His lip touched my neck as he pecked it. I got up and looked at him. I'm confused right now. "What are you doing?" I asked. "Oh I'm sorry, I thought we um. Never mind so where are you staying ? Do you have a place up here ?" He asked. I sat back down slowly and rubbed my forehead.

"No. I stay in a hotel for now. "

"Really? Why don't you just move in with me and you can get a job and save up for an apartment."

I started thinking. Is this the right time to move in with Keith. Well i don't have a choice. I only have 24 hours left in that hotel and I don't have enough money to rent another day. I nodded my head looking over at Keith.

"Okay."

He smiled and grabbed his things.

"Oh I forgot to tell you, I have a friend who's staying with me for 2 weeks. Damn and I'm finna be late for work. If he shows up, let him in would ya? And call me after"

He gave me a good bye hug and rushed out the door. I followed him.

"What do you mean a friend ? It's a He??" I asked. He nodded jumping into the car and slamming the door.

"Wait ! How do I know if it's him if he shows up ?! Give me an description or something!" I yelled while jogging next to his car as he pulled off. I looked over at a elderly women who stopped and stared at me. I started slowly walking back inside. "Your man left ya ?" She asked. "No.  Uh that's just a friend of mine" I said folding my arms. The women laughed and shook her head. "That's what they all say". She said. I shook my head walking back into the house. I don't know what to do. It's so quiet. I walked in the bathroom sitting on the toilet. I rubbed my hand over my belly and smiled. Wow I'm going to be a mother. Never in my life I thought this would happened. Have to make an appointment to the doctors office tomorrow. I went outside to car grabbing my luggage and carried it inside. I picked out some thing cozy to sleep in and turned on the shower. After showering, I heard loud knocking on the door. I quickly wrapped the towel around my body and rushed to see who it was. I guess that's the friend. I opened the door and there stood a cocky brown skinned guy with perfect teeth. "Whats up? Can I come in?" He said. I nodded moving aside. He picked up his bag and walked in. Well this going to be fun.