Mine | Randy (Original)

I Love You | 11

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I get up, stretching before going to the shower. I look back one more time at my sleeping Alpha, sprawled across our bed, very naked. A smile spreads across my face before I get into the shower, scrubbing off three days worth of sex.

"Morning my Omega." Rye says climbing into the shower behind me.

"Morning love." I answer before he kisses me sweetly.

"You look beautiful this morning." He mentions and I blush.

"Thank you Alpha." I mumble.

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Sitting on the couch in Harvey and Mikey's room which is also half the kitchen I eat a bowl of cereal. All the boys are crowded in the room talking. Rye makes his way in sitting down next to me. Jack comes in, sitting on the other side of me cuddling up to my side. Rye growls low in his throat and I smack his leg.

"Shit Andy." Brooklyn laughs from where he's sitting.

"Well he shouldn't be jealous. Due to the fact that he just fucked me for three days straight. And Jack is an Omega." I said the last sentence pointedly at my Alpha. He just huffs in annoyance sitting further from me.

"Hey, do you want to go live with me and Jack?" Brooklyn asks.

"Love to." I answer getting up and following them to the Jacklyn room. Leaving Rye to sit alone for a bit. "Maybe he'll stop being so possessive for a bit." I joke quietly. Me and Jack sit as Brooklyn is setting things up.

"So Rye said you were alone for the first couple hours of your heat." Jack whispers to me. Tears prickle my eyes remembering that I thought Rye had decided to leave me.

"Yeah, it's made me a bit pissed at him. Even though I know it wasn't his fault that I went into heat without him there. More my fault that I wasn't able to find my phone. Was a bad Omega." I state.

"No, love. You weren't bad. Wasn't your fault either." Jack tries to soothe. I ignore the comment, putting a fake smile on when Brooklyn starts the live.

The fans ask the typically questions as the live.ly goes on until someone mentions that they see a bond mark on my neck now. I get shy looking away from the camera, hiding myself lightly. Fans didn't know that me and Rye were together yet.

"Come on guys. You all know it's not right to ask an Omega about their bond marks." Brooklyn speaks up for me. Before I can even catch it, tears are streaming down my face and I run out of the room, to me and Rye's room. Quickly I change into one of Rye's hoodies, curling up on our bed.

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"Andy baby?" I hear Rye from the door. "Brooky told me what happened." I'm still crying when he makes it over to me.

"Bad." Is all I state not knowing how to form a sentence at this point.

"What baby?" Rye asks.

"Bad Omega." I finally get out.

"Love what makes you think that?"

"Not good. Disrespectful. Loud. Won't do as told."

"Baby. Hey look at me." I turn towards him slightly so I can look him in the eyes. "Andy, I fell in love with you before I even knew you were an Omega. Even when I knew it was wrong to love an Alpha I couldn't help myself. I fell in love with how you presented yourself. Loud, not doing what you're told. Andy that's you. And I wouldn't change you if that was the only choice I had." I can hear the strain in his voice and then he starts to cry.

"Gosh dang it Andy. I love you. I'm in love with you. I wouldn't have bonded with you otherwise. You're my everything. My world. I want to scream it every time I can. Baby you're mine. And nothing will change that."

"I love you too." I whisper.

"What?" Rye's voice cracks.

"I love you too." I say a little bit louder. Rye's lips crash to mine and I sigh into the kiss wrapping my arms around his neck.

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Of course, things never get easier just because you love someone. My self-esteem was still as low as ever. I stopped doing my live.ly's and fans were wondering where I was.

"Andy?" I hear Jacks voice from my door.

"Hm?" I answer. He comes in setting down beside me and running his fingers through my hair.

"What's going on? You've  not been your normal self at all lately. You've just been going to the gym and coming back home. You haven't even talked to Rye in two days." He says.

"What's the use?" Is my answer to that. "I have a constant feeling that I'm never enough for anyone."

"Andy, love. What makes you think that?"

"Don't know to be honest." I mumble. "It's just a feeling that keeps weighing on me. Maybe it's the hate?"

"Maybe you should talk to your Alpha. Something needs to happen. We can't loose you." He whispers curling up next to me. I breathe in his scent, sadly not as calming as Rye's but it helps slightly.