Best Friends Forever {PAUSED}

Chapter 3 - Mommy Advice

Chapter 3 - Mommy Advice

I woke up groaning. I usually sleep in during the weekends, but somehow, it seems that I can't fall back asleep.

I throw the covers off of me roughy and sit up while grumbling incoherent words. I stomp my way to the bathroom while grabbing some pajamas on the way. My eyes are barely open as I make way towards the shower.

I enter the shower with a very loud and unladylike yawn. As I shower I throw my neck back and let the water run from the front of my neck and down as I scrub. I turn around and throw my head forward to repeat the same process. I also washed my hair.

I sigh. I needed this. Showers wash away all my worry down the drain with the water and soap. It's like therapy, but when you get out, your emotions hit you fullforce.

I get out and wrap my self up in a towel. As my hair began to dry, it immediately got the way I hated it. All curled up and impossible to brush through. I sprayed it with some hairspray so it doesn't dry up and put a little bit of hair lotion in it. After that, I began to brush my teeth.

I stared in the mirror. I looked at my lips and immediately thought of Jake's thin, red and juicy lips on my plump and pink ones. I pictured my hands touching places no one else has touched. I imagined our lips swollen and our hair disheveled. Suddenly, I was awoken from my fantasy from a clank noise that is the sound of something dropping. I look down and see my toothbrush in the sink. My mouth must have been wide open and my hands must've let go. With a shake of my head, I finish brushing my teeth then throwing on my pajamas.

I go downstairs and flick the television on with a sigh. Friends was on so immediately turned that on. I would have squealed and jumped up and down because it was on but I was annoyed and tired mentally and confused.

Usually this show would have me on the floor, hollering of laughter with tears on my face. I didn't do that today. I stared at it, but I wasn't really staring at it. My mind was on Jake and only him. My mind wouldn't let me get passed him. I wanted to figure out my feelings Hopefully my mom can help.

Eventually, I fell asleep. The thoughts tired me. Not Friends. That will never happen. The many thoughts have fried out my brain and I needed a break. I guess my brain agreed to because it brought me into a slumber.

I didn't get to sleep though. A few hours later, I was awoken by my mom. "Come on. I made breakfast." she says gently. I nod and follow her toward the kitchen.

I smell the sweet aroma of buttered up blueberry pancakes with cheese-filled eggs. I sigh in delight just because of the smell. My mom cooks everything deliciously.

My mother sits me a plate with some pancakes and a pile of eggs along with a cup of iced orange juice. I don't deserve this woman as a mother. She sits by me at the table with her plate full of breakfast and a cup if coffee.

She takes a sip while watching me. Then with a sigh, she sets her coffee down. "What's wrong Bunny?" she asks knowingly. Of course she knows. She can always tell. She knows me so extremely well.

I sigh exasperatedly. "Jake and I kissed." I whispered. My mother stares for a bit.

Suddenly, a bright and proud smile spreads across her face like butter. She starts squealing. I roll my eyes. Of course she would want that. "What's the problem?" she asked confused of what could possibly be wrong with the situation.

I throw my hands up in the air. "I don't know, mom. It's not like he is my best friend. If I lose him, it wouldn't matter to me at all." I say with tears already falling with sarcasm dripping off my tongue.

She nods knowingly and gets up to hug me and rub me comfortingly. "You won't lose him sweetie and you know it. What else is there?" she asks knowingly, once again.

"I don't know if I like him mom. I mean we tell each other we love each other but we don't mean it in that way right? Right?" I ask, wanting her motherly advice.

"I don't know sweetie. It means whatever you feel. What do you think of him?" She asks.

I brighten up at the opportunity to talk about him. My heart swells with pride to think that I got a best friend like him. My smile stretches from ear to ear. All of a sudden, my day was better just thinking about how amazing of a best friend I have.

I was about to say what was in my mind, but my mother held her hand up. "You don't have to say anything sweetie. Your face said it all. I know what love is and sweetie, what just happened right there was proof of it. You love him baby. What you do about it is up to you baby. Think about it. " she says with a wink and gets up to do our dishes because we were done now.

"I don't want to get hurt, mom. He is the only guy who can hurt me and I'm scared it will happen." I whisper.

She whips her head to me and flashes me one of her beautiful smiles. "That's why life gives you choices sweetheart. You take chances or you don't. That's what it comes down to. if you don't ever take chances then you might regret them. Like I said though sweetie, it's your choice. Just think it through thoroughly before making any rash decisions." she says motherly.

She's right. I am supposed to take chances. I can't take them with Jake though because I think I would die if I lost him. He is a constant in my life that I need. I need him. I can't ruin our relationship. I have to be the one to keep us apart. We shouldn't be together. Best friends don't do that. We will stay best friends. Hopefully he will understand...

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