Forever Yours {A Joe Sugg/ThatcherJoe Fanfic}

Chapter 22

- Becky's P.O.V -

I'm a very worrisome person. Aka I worry way more then I should. I think it's part of my anxiety. Though there are 7 types of Anxiety, and I know a lot about them, I just don't think I had any type of those anxieties. I'm just a very overly worrisome, anxious 21 - almost 22 year old.

Last night, I dreamed that Joe's mom hated me. That she just saw something in me that she did not like at all. It was horrible. I woke up - cold, yet sweaty, even though I had no covers on me, I was tightly curled into Joe's chest, giving me the warmth I used to feel as i slept. When I was awake, though, All I felt was cold, making goosebumps grow on my arms, making me shiver. I snuggled closer to Joe, trying to ignore the feeling.

It kept happening. Multiple times I'd wake up and feel cold, because of the dream - nightmare. My throat would tighten and I felt like crying, my eyes filling up with water, but I fought it down every time.

I wanted to wake Joe, explain to him what was wrong so he could reassure me and tell me it's going to be okay, and that I have nothing to worry about. I would nod and kiss him on the cheek before we both dosed off again, but I would dream something nice. I regretted not doing so in the morning, because I was absolutely knackered. I wish I had gotten a good sleep, but I couldn't.

I tried to reassure myself.

If I was still alive and breathing, then I had nothing to worry about.

when Joe had waken me up, I asked him if he thought his mom would like me.

"Of course," He answered.

I took a last glance at my room before nodded, grabbing my bag.
I told Joe he was going to drive because I had a horrible sleep.

"Why?" He asked. My palms sweated. Should I tell him about my dreams? No. He'd think I was foolish.

I just shrugged instead. "Lots on my mind,"

Joe just nodded.

I will be sleeping on the way there.

•

I went into the passengers seat, while Joe was in the drivers seat, Zalfie in the back.

Our luggage was in the back of the car, in the trunk. "Everyone ready?" Joe asks as I buckle up my seatbelt, getting ready for this ride.

We all nodded. Joe pressed start on the car and started to drive.

I waited 5 minutes before closing my eyes.

•

I blinked, looking around. Joe was still driving. I looked back and saw Zoe and Alfie leaned against each other, sleeping. I smiled.

"How long till were there?" I asked.

"Another hour or so." Joe answered, never taking his eyes off the road. I nodded.

I grabbed out my make up bag and put down the shader with a mirror on it and started to do my usual everyday make up.

After I finished I played candy crush on my phone till we got there.

"Could you wake up Zoe and Alfie? We're here now," Joe asked me while parking in a driveway in front of a cute white and blue house. He smiled.

I nodded, smiling back and turning around.

"Zoe, Alfie, wake up! We're here!" I said, shaking Zoe's leg. Zoe opened her eyes and blinked a few times, "We're here!" I repeated. "Oh, okay.." Zoe said tiredly, then started shaking Alfie.

"Wake up, my love, we're here," Zoe said to Alfie, taking his hand and squeezing it. Alfie stirred and opened his eyes.

I didn't notice Joe already got out of the car and walked to my side, opening my door for me. I smiled and unbuckled my seat, sliding out of the car.