Do you know what burning flesh smells like?
It smells like half a cigarette and the shame you feel because you can't press harder.
Do you know what metal cutting through skin sounds like?
It sounds like silence for a moment and then sobbing because you promised you'd go deeper this time. But you couldn't.
Do you know what suicide is like ?
It sounds like a bottle of pills, the smell of liquor. Tastes of choking on your own sick and water filling.
All this looks like you.
