I must admit that my relationship with John was toxic. We went through really tough moments. But now he's gone and I need to accept that. He has moved on to a better person.
I cried every night for about a month because I thought it wasn't fair. It's not fair that I'm the one that cries for him when he probably doesn't care about my feelings.
John was my first love but now he's just a memory. He will have a special place in my heart because he tough me new things and he made me live something amazing. I will never forget every moment we spend together.
But I need to leave him behind and move on. I'm not gonna move on right away. All it takes is time and I'll be done.
