It was hard to get over the break up. The whole summer was just crying and being trapped in my bedroom the whole time. I didn't even go out with my friends once. Just the thought of losing someone that I loved really hurt me. All I could think about was "Is he hurting to?", "Did I do something wrong?", "Will I ever talk to him again?". But I couldn't even think about that.
Summer is about to end in about 2 weeks. My birthday is next weekend and then we have the first day of school. I really don't feel like doing anything for my birthday because it's just not my time to party.
Ruby: So what's going down for your birthday
Madi: I'm not really in a mood to do anything
Ruby: Madi come on, we have to do something
Madi: Fine, I'll plan something and let you know
My parents have been asking me if I have anything planned for my birthday, and I honestly don't feel like doing anything. I haven't talked to John in months and I've heard that he moved on. I really hate that I spend my whole summer hurting from the break up. A whole year of amazing memories was just thrown away. I can't go to school hurt, so that's when I decided that I'm just going to MOVE ON AND GO BACK TO WHO I AM. Besides I'm about to enter the school John is in so I have to be tough for when I see him. He won't see that he caused me damage.
Madi: Aye I'm gonna have a party this Saturday don't make plans
Ruby: BET....Maybe invite Albert and Eddy
Now in case you're wondering who Albert and Eddy are they are these 2 boys I've been talking to after the whole break up thing. But they're just friends. I feel like maybe it's time that I move on.
