Amnesia Z.M {Edited}

03.

Zayn

Today the carnival was in town. I thought it would be nice to take Perrie to the fair, so we set out in my car on a long drive to the carnival.

"Tell me about Tuesday," Perrie tells me turning on the radio a little.

"She was very nice, she hated me at first and she loved playing hard to get. But when we were together, she cared so much for me! She had dirty blonde hair but every summer she would dye the tips some crazy color. She had the most gorgeous eyes and that smile was to die for. She had small dimples when she smiled and her eyes would just light up with life. Even when she felt down she was cute, she always wanted to go on a road trip with me. She made me go crazy mad for her and we had this thing where she would say 'I love you, Zayn!' And I would say 'I love you, Tuesday!' We would never say too because we felt it wasn't needed. Then she would say 'Forever?' And I would say 'Always!'" I tell Perrie.

"That's so sweet," she tells me.

"Tell me about your guy, you never told me his name." I tell Perrie.

"His name was Ashton, he was so sweet! We knew each other since elementary school and in middle school we started dating. We had our ups and downs but we always came back to each other. He was so sweet, and everyday he would leave a note in my locker. Ashton was a year above me so he went off to uni. I never wanted to change my number because I have a voicemail of him singing happy birthday to me. It was also the day he died. He had brown eyes and brown hair that was different every week." She pulled out her phone before showing me a picture of him. "This is Ashton!"

He wasn't bad looking. He looked good for Perrie. "He seems like a lovely guy," I tell her. "Can I hear the voicemail?" I ask her and she nods her head.

"Hey PezzaBear! It's Ash here, Happy Birthday baby! I love you so much and forever more! I can't believe your the same age as me, but only for a couple of months. I have the best gift for you, see you soon! Bye Pezza!" The voicemail ended.

"What was the gift?" I ask her as she wipes away a tear. "It was a promise ring, his mom had it and she gave it to me on my birthday when I heard he died. I got to keep all of his sweaters because his parents knew how much I loved him! I put them in a box in the back of my closet because I wanted a box full of him. It has pictures of us, notes he left me and other things."

When we get to the carnival Perrie gets excited.

"Two tickets please," I tell the lady and she hands us our tickets as we rush in to ride rides.

"What should we do first?" She asks looking around like a little girl.

"What about that roller coaster?" I ask her and she smiles wide nodding.

Flashback

"Come on Zaynie! I wanna go on the Ferris wheel," Tuesday whines. "I'm scared of heights," I tell her.

"I'll be with you, I promise!" I nod and she takes her hand in mine.

After waiting in line we get inside a car and it starts to go around.

"Isn't this fun?" She asks me. I nod a little afraid we might get stuck.

"Zayn look at me! Don't look down," Tuesday tells me and I nod. Then it comes to an abrupt stop.

"Oh my god! Are we stuck?" I start panicking.

"No, they are letting people on! It's ok, calm down," she tells me and I nod.

She hugs me and kisses me and after that I got so lost in the view that I forgot about my fear.

We had so much fun and we kept laughing when we would rock the cart. The people below us would yell at us telling us to stop.

"See it wasn't that bad, Malik." I shrug a little, "I guess it wasn't."

"I want that panda!" Tuesday practically screams when she sees a stuffed pink panda.

I walk over handing the lady my money to play the game.

After losing 10 times i got frustrated. "Here," the lady says handing it to me. "Consider it a gift!" She smiles. "Thank you," I tell her.

Present time

After the ride Perrie screams when she sees a panda she wants. It looked like the same Tuesday had. And it had the same lady.

"Mrs. Patterson!" I say rushing over to the game. "Well if it isn't the Zayn Malik! How are you?" She asks. "I'm good, this is my girlfriend Perrie." I tell her. "Perrie this is Mrs. Patterson," I introduce them.

Mrs. Patterson looks at Perrie strangely. "I love that pink panda!" Perrie says. "She reminds me of someone Zayn," Mrs. Patterson says. "Yeah, Tuesday." She smiles.

"Here you go Perrie," she hands her the panda. "No I can't take it!" She refuses. "Please, it's my last year here so please!" Perrie nods accepting it.

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