Amnesia Z.M {Edited}

04.

Zayn

The next day my family all left the house to do their own thing. Perrie had an interview with Little Mix so she is driving to Manchester for the interview and concert. She would be back on that Friday. That's 2 days away, witch left me at the house by myself.

Today was a cloudy day, it seemed like it would rain any second now. It fit the type of mood I was in.

I started walking around the park just thinking of random stuff, but they all lead back to Tuesday. I see Tuesday's old house next to the park.

The next thing I know, I'm knocking on the door. "Just a minuet," someone shouts some where inside.

The door opens a couple minutes later and I see Larissa, Tuesdays old friend.

"Larissa," I breath and her eyes get big.

"What are you doing here?" She asks with sass in her voice.

"I just had a question, have you heard from Tuesday?" I ask her.

"Of course I have, I'm her best friend! Plus I see her every day at work so," it clicked in my head. I want to see Tuesday!

"She's here? In England," Larissa glares at me.

"Listen, Tuesday loved you and all but that's it. Don't go looking for her because you will only be disappointed. She is fine without you," with that she slammed the door in my face. Just to add to my luck it starts raining.

I walked away while it was raining knowing Tuesday was here, in England.

Flashback

I knock at Tuesdays door waiting for an answer. After chasing after her so long she finally agreed to date me!

Larissa opens the door and she looks at me smiling. "You really bought flowers? Your so cliché," she rolls her eyes opening the door wider for me to come in.

"Her curfew is 11 o'clock, if she isn't back I will hunt you down with her parents and kill you." I swallow hard before seeing Tuesday walk down stairs.

"Hi," she says shyly. "Hey, you look amazing!" I tell her and she did. She looked different, a good different. Her hair was curled and she had on a simple dress.

I take her hand leading her out to my car. When we start getting in her neighbor comes over to us.

"Tuesday, I didn't know you were going on a date. With Zayn..." He seethes. Great, I hate Luke so much. He has a crush on Tuesday and just when I get to her, he comes after her.

"Yes I am," she winks at him.

"Come on, let's go." I tell her rolling my eyes. Luke backs away from my car as I pull out but I can tell he is glaring at me.

When we arrive a lady leads us to a seat.

"Awe, this note is so cute," Tuesday tells me when she reads a note that was attacked to the flowers.

'Your so cliché!' I hear Larissa voice tell me in my mind.

"It isn't to cliché?" I ask her and she shakes her head no.

"I love cliché!"

Present time

Larissa said to not look for her but it only made me want to look for her more. I made it my mission to see her again weather Tuesday knew I was there or not.

About an hour later I see Larissa walk out to her car under an umbrella dressed nice. She backs out of the drive way and I start following her making sure she doesn't see. She drives off and this time I have to run. I almost slip a couple of times. When I turn the block I see Larissa pull into some company.

I follow her inside the building and she still doesn't know I'm here.

"Hey Mandy," Larissa says sending a girl with blonde hair and light blue highlights.

"Hey, Tuesday won't be here today. Called in saying Jacob was sick and didn't want her to leave," Mandy tells Larissa.

"Good, Tuesdays ex came by asking for her and I told him to leave. This must be kept from her, if she finds out someone will lose there job." She says glaring at Mandy. "Now, what manuscripts need to be edited?"

I never listened to the rest because I left. I walked home and by time I was in my room I was soaked.

I change into sweats and a t-shirt, then I went down stairs to make me some tea.

I check all the cabinets and there is no tea. Looks like I'll be going to The Underground for some tea.

The whole time while I was driving I thought about this Jacob. Was he making her happy?

Even though Larissa says she's doing fine, is she some where feeling lonely even though he is right beside her?

Does she read all those notes I wrote her when she feels down?

Was this all a lie? Did she ever even love me?

I pass by where our last kiss was shared, where we use to hang out getting wasted.

If what me and her had was real how is she fine? Cause' I'm not fine at all!

Flashback

Tuesday texted me asking if I could meet her in the park under the big tree. So I drove there. She was standing there when I arrived.

"I need to tell you something," she tells me not wasting a breath.

"What is it?" She looked serious so I knew it wasn't a joke.

"I'm moving to America, I love you but I have to move. There is so many memories and I have this chance to go to this art school there," my eyes get big.

"What? What about our dreams? Our wishes? Will I ever hear from you again?" I ask her these questions and she just starts crying.

"Those dreams were stupid Zayn, you knew this crap would happen! There is no future with me and you, our wishes won't come true because they are stupid. I'm changing my number too, witch mean no you won't see or hear from me. I want you to move on, forget me and all that stuff. I love you but I got to go." She start walking away tears streaming down her face and her make up was smeared from wiping her tears.

I grab her wrist and she jerks away running.

Present time

Why can't I just have Amnesia and forget about her?

Edited