Amnesia Z.M {Edited}

12.

Tuesday

When I left Zayn at the park, I went home. I knock on the door, hoping Larissa would pick up.

"Tuesday? What are you doing here?" She asks me but I just ignore her and I walk up the steps.

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There were 8 steps. I go to my old room. I slam the door and lock it.

"Where is it?" I mumble starting to tear things apart trying to find the box.

"Where is it? I need it!" I look under my bed but it's not there. I tear my old desk apart but it's not there!

"Where the fuck is it?!" I nearly shout almost in tears.

"Tuesday! What's going on in there?" Larissa shouts through the door.

I lay across the bed sobbing. I hear a click, this house was so old it had keys to all the doors.

"I can't find it!" I tell her sobbing. "Find what?" She asks me. I look at her, "The box! I can't find the box," I say. She stands up and walks to the walk in closet.

She turns on the light and points to the top shelf. "It's right there," she says half smiling. I get up and I walk in there. When I get it on the floor I tear it open.

Letters, pictures and memories were in this box. The first picture I see is me and Zayn kissing. We were at the park. I pick it up looking at it.

"Why do you need that box so much?" Larissa asks as I look at the picture sobbing. I pull out my phone and I look at a picture of me and Jacob kissing then a picture of me and Derek kissing.

The only picture I look happy in is the one with me and Zayn. "Because it holds who I truly am," I mumble. Larissa rolls her eyes walking out of the room. She always hated Zayn! But if she thinks about it, Zayn went after me when he knew I didn't believe in love. I've never told Jacob nor Derek I love them. Just Zayn, he always said he would love me forever and always.

I get more pictures and letters out.

'Pay attention -T'

'I can't ;) I have a beautiful girl sitting next to me! -Z'

'We have a test on this Mr. Zapman -T'

'I know -Z'

'And you still choose to stare at me? I'm not worth it. You know that? I'll only break your heart. -T'

'Yet I'm still going after you. -Z'

'Wipe that damn smirk off your face! -T'

'Never! ;) -Zapman'

I laugh a little reading this. Zayn and his damn smirks!

I dig more and I find another note from him.

Dear My Day Of the Week,

You look beautiful today! What happened to your red lipstick?

-Zapman

He was so cheesy, but I love him.

Wait... Did I just say I love him?

I do love him...

I never stopped.

Then why did I leave in the first place?

Because I was to selfish to ever realize Zayn was the one I wanted!

I get my phone out to send Jacob a text.

To: Bae #1

I'm breaking up with you. Don't take it personal, but I've never love you :/ bye

Then I text Derek

To: Derek

I can't marry someone I don't love. You know I've never loved you, I don't believe in love. Bye! Your ring is in your room on the bed :/

Then I text Zayn.

To: Zapman

I did it. I listened to your advice! I'm single

From: Zapman

I've never told you advice

To: Zapman

I know but, I found the real me :)
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