A month since cloud turned human again...
P.O.V of anxiety...
I woke up from a nightmare like I've been doing every night since intimidation came back. Though they were all different... they felt the same..I was happy she was back. Yet I didn't talk to the much. I never cam out of my room. Patton was starting to get worried..The nightmares were getting worse every night... no one sees my panic attacks in the morning. My heavy breathing... my sobbing... no one sees it! Not one bit! And I'm glad for that.
I heard a knock at my door. Patton normally came to cheek on me every couple days. I sighed at went to the door. Before I could open it I heard some yell.
"Anxiety! Are you in there?" Patton yelled through the door. I went to place my hand on the door knob but I pulled back and grabbed my arm. What was I gonna say to patton?
"I-I... Yeah...." was all I could muster. I couldn't speak to him face to face. Not after that nightmare.
"Kiddo... open the door please..." patton sounded concerned. I shook my head but after I realized he couldn't see me shake my head I tried to find my words.
"N-No patton...." I paused. I could hear Patton's sigh through the door.
Please note! That there will be acts of staving throughout this part! Also mentions of Who is suicidal thoughts or actions! please be weary!
"Kiddo please... you haven't come out in a month to talk to the others! And I haven't seen you eat anything for days! Please kiddo...." patton made one last attempt to confidence me to open up. I couldn't bring myself to even touch the door knob.
I heard patton sigh again. That's when I heard his foot steps go down the hall. I sighed once I couldn't hear them anymore. I looked over at the mirror and sighed again.
Your not worth it!
How could the love you? There lying!
How could you be so blind!
You worthless!
I sighed as the voices in the room got louder and louder... I listened to the voices for the past month. This was the reason I didn't come out of my room. Plus of the nightmare I've been having.. how would I ever face them again if-
My thought were interrupted by my door being broke off. I tried to make the voices go away but they only got louder. I hoped who ever was in my room didn't hear them. I turned my head. I noticed tears were still streaming down my face. I saw three people. Patton who looked shocked at all the voices.. Roman Who was holding a sword in his hand which he used to break my door down. Roman looked around the room to find where the voices were coming from.. and Virgil who looked at me. He walked up to me and placed a hand on my shoulder. He closed his eyes and then said to me.
"You can talk too me, Roman, patton, or Logan. If you don't want to talk to the other sides... you don't need to go through this alone.. now mind me asking you a question?" I just nod. "Would you want the others to know or just us three?" I looked at patton and Roman Who now looked at me.. I looked down and then closed my eyes and sighed.
"You three..." I whispered under my breath. I looked back up at him as he nods. He then lead all of us to Roman's room.
"Why my room?" Roman asked. Virgil looked at him.
"Cause my rooms not the best for another anxiety." Roman looked at patton but before Roman could speak, Virgil continued. "And Patton's room is too happy. Not the best for an anxiety either. So that leaves you room. Virgil pointed at roman.
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