The Package || Jinkook

Chapter 21

Yoongi sits on the couch flipping aimlessly through channels, not really searching for anything in particular. Jungkook's words penetrate his mind and he can't help but shake his head. 

I love him

He tries to push the thoughts out of his mind. This could just be a misunderstanding. Jungkook just thinks he loves Yoongi. It can't be possible that he actually does. 

Yoongi thinks back to the night that he got drunk. He still remembers everything and suddenly the endearing and caring Jungkook seems like someone else. 

"You're strong Kookie. You're a strong Kookie. Cookies taste good." Yoongi leaned on the younger boy as he lifted him up bridal style. Jungkook rolls his eyes and smiles down on the drunk man. His head is light and he can feel the alcohol affecting his own body but he has to get his  friend to the car. 

Plopping the drunken man into the seat he buckles him up  using all three seat belts. He watches Yoongi stare at the seatbelts intently and giggles at the display. 

"You're so nice Kookie-ah!" Yoongi says. Jungkook simply smiles and kisses him on the forehead.

Undearingly?

That's the question that Yoongi needs to ask himself.  That's the question he's been asking himself for the hours that Jungkook has been upstairs, probably pouring out his soul to Jin about his love for Yoongi.  But why now? It's so out of the blue for him. They've been living together for years. What made his feelings appear now?

Maybe that was it! They've been living together for so long that the familiarity turned from comforting to appealing. 

He only loves me because he lives with me. He only argues with me and drives me nuts because he loves me. 

When Yoongi hears the front door he jumps out of bed and rushes to a puffy eyed Jungkook. Eyes glued to the ground, Jungkook stretches out his arms towards the older boy, clasps his hands together, pulls them slowly to his face, and bows. 

"I'm sorry Hyung, please forgive me." His voice quivers and Yoongi's skin rises with goosebumps. He hates seeing Jungkook like this. Fragile, delicate, so very breakable. 

He approaches the still bowing young boy and places his hand under his chin, lifting his head up and giving him a reassuring smile.

"It's okay. I understand. I overheard you and Jin, and I'm sorry for eavesdropping. But I want to assure you that I'm 100% okay with this. I won't judge you. I think that you may need some time to yourself, however. I love you Jungkook, like a son. And I will always  love you like a son." Jungkook looks up with a large grin on his face, confusing the hell out of Yoongi. 

Shouldn't he be upset? Yoongi just turned him down and put him in the "son zone", why is he smiling?

"You mean it? I mean, you're okay with my feelings?" Jungkook asks, wiping tears from his eyes.

"Yes Jungkook, of course I'm okay with them. Just don't get weird about it okay?" Jungkook nods vigorously and crashes his body into Yoongi, hugging him tightly. Suddenly Yoongi feels something strange in his chest. A tightness, a vicious beating coming from his heart. He then feels something else.

Jungkook's boner. 

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I know it's short but I felt like I owed you guys a post. I just started college again so I've been busy but I have some time inbetween classes to write so I'm taking advantage of it :)