Hello Angel [Suho]

二十四

(Suho is typing ✎...)

I regret drinking last night|

Sorry, I've been busy|

Suho
My head hurts...

Cheonsa
Have you been drinking again?

Suho
Well, it wasn't a lot...

Cheonsa
Then... you should stop drinking.

Suho
...not until I'm forgiven.

Cheonsa
Forgiven...?

Suho
...remember when you asked if I have any regrets?

Cheonsa
Yes, why?

Suho
Well, I thought about it...

Suho
...and I think now is the right time to share it with you.

Suho
From now on, let's not hide our thoughts and feelings from each other.

Cheonsa
Okay...

Cheonsa
I'm ready to listen.

(Suho is typing ✎...)

...I made someone suffer|

I'm trying to drink away my guilt|

Suho
The reason why I'm drinking... is because I want to forget about the accident that had happened last year.

Cheonsa
Accident...?

Suho
One night... I went to a bar to drink for fun, but I should've known better.

Suho
After reaching my limit, I left the bar and walked alone.

Suho
Being an idiot, I ignored my surroundings.

Suho
...

Suho
But, this girl...

Suho
...pushed me out of the way of a speeding car.

Suho
I hit my head and everything blacked out until I found myself waking up in a hospital.

Suho
...but I never saw her again.

Suho
Not long after, I learned that the girl...

Suho
...was hit.

(Cheonsa is typing ✎...)

Cheonsa
Suho... what did this girl look like?

Suho
I don't remember her face. But she had short hair and wore a white shirt.

Suho
Cheonsa... I feel so remorseful.

Suho
What if her parents are looking for me?

Suho
If she's alive, then I want to tell her that I'm sorry. But I don't want her to know it was me...

Suho
If she's no longer in this world, then I would never forgive myself and live in guilt...

Suho
...Would that make me a murderer?

Suho
Damn it... why did she risk herself to save an idiot like me? She was so young.

Suho
She must be in a cold, lonely place right now. It's so agonizing...

Suho
Cheonsa, what should I do?

Suho
Is it already too late to ask for forgiveness?

(Cheonsa is typing ✎...)

Cheonsa
...I gotta go.

[Cheonsa is offline]

Suho
Cheonsa?

[You are offline]