Our love will be forever

Heartbroken 😔 2

That would just have to  happen so fast to that point of me being pregnant one time , then other  to losing the baby , then become an vampire in one day too is a lot for me to take all in one go 

It has been was so  very hard for me to do being a human to then being full vampire and the need for more blood to feed on  , but Shu didn't even leave my side at all not ones during this time not one time he have been with me all the time 

But that has all change very soon by only little bit I notice the change from him , by sometime how he can still did say that he does love me very much and don feel like it is truth from him at all 

He was hide something from me a secret , what hurt me the most that he can't tell me it 

Is it that bad to not tell me so 

I can tell something has happen with him for acting like that with me for a long while now 

I love him , but I have notice that he has been so acting in very weird way sometime with me at some time .

 when we are talk about something in bed about school life he shut himself  up right away with me about school or change the topic so quickly 

However I didn't take nothing into this too much with him at all , I was only can think that it is that because we have just lose our baby and he was just grieving with me too on his own way 

That is all what I was thinking that it could be the reason why he was doing this with that . 

But some thing isn wrong with him right now  and I will find out what was 

At school time it was the night time now .........

All of us are in the car to go out for the school nighttime  class lesson time right now , We have finally arrived there now and as  we have to get out of the car to go at our classes . 

I was not in Shu class I was in total different class then them all are, it was only just for me as a full class in beauty school what I was enjoy to  do it so much here 

 I did have to do Math  and English with along Reji as my teacher though at home he has always done that way with me  , he was alway  good teaching me with understanding it well and he don't  snap at me like normal teacher does to me too 

I can see a human girl who is waiting for somebody in this car, I did though at frist  it was like she is wait for Ayato or one of the other brother I didn realise it for Shu at all 

Since all of the girl at the school here now that we are a couple so it didn make sense on why she would be wait for him 

It has turn out to being for Shu who she has been wait for him, a human girl and the same times just  like I was back as a human 

that she could be the one only reason , why he is acting weird with me since we had lose the baby 

 When we have get out of the car right now , I was trying avoid this idea out of my mind and just give Shu a quick kiss on his cheek to show him and her that he was still mine and nobody will take him away from me 

-see you later on Shu ok - I tell him with being all cute to him, he did the same thing back to me with that kiss on my cheek now 

I have gone away from him  with that though still going in my head again and again that she could be the reason he is acting this way with me 

I was  on my break, what I do normal thing is to find Shu in the liberty or in the music room to be with him there for our break time to spend some time with him until the next classes start 

I did trying to find him so hard tonight through he was in the same place he would have been at wait for me to come 

 When I did find him in the music room and thinkIng  that he was all alone in there waitIng  for me to come in with him now 

That has all change to the point , when I can  hear something weird coming from that same room I am at infront of it 

All I can hear is a girly moan in there  ..............

When I did get very close up to the door, I have my heart just broken by looking into to window to see who it is there.......

It was Shu and that same human girl from before who was wait for him at the door way