Our love will be forever

The good news 😊

About 2 years  to present time , a lots  has happens 

A whole lots has happened to us now , everyone have changed since then at this  time with Cordelia have been killed by  Ayato, Latio and Kanato  

The only reason why they have killed her is because , they all have been treated bad so much  by her all throughout their lifetime as in childhood being with her as a mother 

I now she was doing that different type of abuse  to her children all though the years on them and they have a enough of her control them any more so they have pushed her out the window 

Shu and Reji mother has burn herself to a ashes , Subaru mother has lock herself up on her castle for years now because of his dad has done to her his dad raped her to get pregnant to Subaru , it changer her 

She think that Subaru is like him and don want to be hurt by him no more so that is why she is up there for years 

Me and Shu are so very stronger now then ever before in 2 year have gone past us , since the becoming a vampire and lose out frist child and with him cheat on me with that human girl 

We are planning to get marry very soon together , we don want a big one wedding between us  I want it to be a family only thing at the wedding that is it all I want to happen 

I am currently are pregnant one again with his baby , but this is a total different pregnancy then before  when I was just a human being 

 it was so hard to keep it well protection from danger  as a human , but now that I am a vampire just like them are 

So hopefully the baby will be just fine now inside of me , since I have turn into a vampire this time 

How we find out about the pregnancy 

When I find out the good news  about 2 week ago from now that I have been feeling very poorly and being very weak to moving about all I want to sleep all day and night too

I was this ill all of the time just like I did when I was human and pregnant back then too 

I have been moody all the time with everyone like that way too and have some time a tight sharp  feel of  pain in my tummy at the same time too much , what does  hurt me a lot when Shu has to rub it for me to smooth it down for me too 

I have been sick as well just like before , but I though it is just a vampire thing honestly what is still happening  to my body and didn think that I could be pregnant at all 

We are all at the dinning room, that is when I feeling poorly one again and the paler from the uncomfortable pain in my whole body 

It has make me put away the food a lot , what I think I want to eat but ending up make me sick anyway in the end 

That is making everyone getting so worries all over this again  and have notice that I am feeling like I have been doing for a good long enough time now 

Shu did turn around to me and having a concern face on him to me even more than anyone here for me to think I am in painful trouble feeling of pain 

- you are okay there  Y/n  , you don look very well at all today or last week as well - he say as I now he is worried over me and care a lot over me too 

I looked at him and saw that Shu  is very close up to me , since he is normally are sit next door  to me on the table 

- I m fine Shu , I think so - I am telling him with on a weak smile what is a total fake to him to now that I am faking this all fine thing , while he can see that I am not and of course he now that from me too well enough for me to lies in order to protect him from worrying over me