Our love will be forever

Heartbroken 😔 3

It was Shu  and this was the same one human girl who was waiting  for him outside today when we arrived here 

who I saw him going off with her too go away into lesson , so I was think that they was going to do so but not this right under my noise 

She was on Shu lap and have sex right in front of my eyes , not careful who was going to seen them doing that behind my back in mine and Shu favourite place 

All I can thinking about was that is the reason why he was like this with me  , but why Me  Shu why would you doing this to me for

 what have I done to you so bad to make you do that to me 

This was what is going though my head about him doing something like that to me , Who he say he love me that much that he will never hurt me so but he is hurting me by cheating on me with a human girl 

I can see that Shu has looked up to the clock in the class room at that moment, then right looked at the other window of the door to where I am at as I was still are just watch out on them doing that behind my back 

Just looking  at them is to broken my heart torn apart and they are having sex right now being all naked there together. 

It make me feel sick to watch it 

I was  crying at this point and guess what he have saw me here more clearly now, with his whole face is look right at me is so shocked of guilty over this from what I can watch from them doing 

Now I can see why he has been so weird at me only because of this , he has been cheat on me with her for that time when I need him the most 

all this times during our hurtful time together from what I have become a vampire to live on for this and lose that baby 

He make a quick move the girl off his lap ,they was  getting dress up back on their body into their uniform so fast  to hide what they was doing 

 I did make myself slap out of this being so upset and sad over him to being fully on piss off at him for this . 

So I have wipe away my tear to save them for later on  .........

-fuck this - I tell myself to slap myself away now 

I was going into Mine and Shu music room , I can see her still half naked and dress like an slut she was looking like one 

  Shu was getting dress very quickly for me in a panic to see me here with a other girl with him 

I have gone to the girl and slap her so hard, her face was in full on shocked of what I just done to her but I didn care 

I get even more piss off with them and do it one more time slap her face as this whole thing has made my eyes all in red as my anger coming out to them now 

She did try to hit me in the face like I have done to her twice on her stupid look face 

  Shu did stop her from doing that to me not hurting even more then what I am feeling by him right now ,  that just make me want to slap him in the face hard as well but I didn do that not  yet 

  I did notice that she was all dress now only because she was so scared of me with my eyes are red like a vampire does have when they got too mad and I was enjoy that look on her to me 

-go on bitch huh, run away if I have find you one more time. Infront of my eyes I will hurt you even more then that slap I give you then , got that little girl - I said with a evil smile and tone since I have become a new born vampire 

I was more danger than them can be now , that make her scared of me more when I give her a smile of pure death that I mean every word I said to her I do it like that easy without feel bad 

-go on then run away little bitch- I said to her as the last final bit in the same mad tone 

As she has gone off  from us in this room all scaredy-cat 

Now I have to face right in front of me, the person who I do love so much and now pissed off at him with what has he have done to me with her 

-let me explain please Y/N - he was starting to talk to me first and beg me to listen to him , but I don want to with him right now 

All I wanted to do is go away from him as quickly and be gone away from him 

-what is there to explain huh Shu , I have just saw you and her doing this. Didn't you think  about me at all when you was doing that behind my back , I want to now why  , how long have you been doing this to me for. - I said  that to him with some mad and upset in my voice all in one go I was feeling 

-it has been going on with her, when we have losing our baby and also on that same night, when Cordelia kill you both and when  you had turning  into vampire as well on the same night. , everything  on that night I am sorry     - he did have a face of guilty and tell me the truth in a quiet as he can be so I can't heard him speak about it 

- what so , you have been doing this all when I had losing our baby , please do one more thing tell me the truth now , do you love me at all Shu - I said in anger with my face can tell him this as I am getting in his face 

I was so mad at him for doing this to me 

to put our love together like this. 

To destroy it ......