EMOTIONS

Chapter 10 •• 11th grade

I woke up and surprisingly it was only 10:30 so maybe we would be able to get our shopping done today but I don't know because Mitch was still fast asleep. Instead of waking him, I got my journal and started writing about last night. I wrote "Last night was amazing. Remember that little gift I said that Mitch had? Yeah, well he showed it off last night and now he's going to be starting a band! I'm so happy for him because I know, I just know that this band is going to be a huge success but, I'm really sad at the same time because this just means that I won't have my Mitchypoo by my side all of 11th grade. But, either way, I knew that I would have Andrew and Bethany despite the troubles the three of us have at times but, hey, that's life."  After that, I went to take a shower and get ready. Before I did my make up, I woke up Mitch. By now it was 11:30. I brought him downstairs for some breakfast and then we both headed back upstairs to finish getting ready. He basically just had to throw some clothes on and my make up didn't take too long today. Then, we headed out of the house and I made a stop at McDonald's to get a Frappe. We went online to find the school supply list for 11th graders at our school. It was surprisingly easy so we went to Wal-Mart and got everything there. After Wal-Mart, we went to the mall to get some clothes and some other stuff for the new school year. It took us about an hour at Wal-Mart. Not that we were on a time schedule or anything but, that seemed longer than usual. We did mess around a lot though. At the mall, we went to Hot Topic and I got 3 pairs of shorts, 5 pairs of skinny jeans, an Of Mice & Men tank and about 8 band tee's. Yeah... that's a lot, I know. It was pretty expensive too! Mitch didn't really get anything at the mall. Shopping wasn't his thing so after I was done, we headed back home. It was already 5 anyway.

The four days that we had left before the first day if school, we staayed home and we were so damn lazy but, it was nice to just hang out with Mitch, Victoria and Austin those few days and do nothing. On Sunday, I got all of my stuff together and Mitch drove me back to my house at about 8. Once I got home, I went straight to sleep so that I would be able to get up in the morning for school and get ready to where I look nice. School started at 7 in the morning and I needed to leave my house by at least 6:30 to get there on time but, I wanted to get theere early so Mitch, Bethany and I could hang out. We usually did that and Drew never got there on time. I was still pretty upset with him anyway though so it's okay. We would all get there about 30 minutes early so I wuld have to leave my house at 6 and it takes me about 2 and a half hours to get ready so to gaurantee that I leave my house on time, I'll need to be up by 3:30 in the morning. Holy shit that's early! I fell asleep really good at 9:30 so that left me with only 6 good hours of sleep and I cherished those! When I got up in the morning, I picked out my outfit and went to take a shower. As soon as I got out of the shower, I went to go blow dry my hair and brush my teeth. Then, I got dressed. I decided to wear black ripped skinny jeans and a red tank top with a dark blue little jacket that stopped right on my ribs. I wore my red vans and then went to go do my hair. I did it my usual way with my fringe but I made my hair wavy. I then went to go put my make up on and I decided to wear a little bit of dark blue eye shadow today. I actaully really liked the way my make up turned out! After that, it was about time to leave so I grabbed my keys and headed out of the house to the car and started driving to the school. It was my first day of 11th grade and I was NOT ready at all. For some reason, I felt like crying but, I didn't. I kept it in. I got to the school at 6:42, a little bit later than I had planned but, it was alright. Mitch was sitting on a big rock talking to Bethany who looked beyond gorgeous today. She was wearing a cute little light brown leather jacket with a pink blouse underneath and grey skinny jeans with pink heals. Before I greeted Mitch, I ran up to Bethany with maybe a little bit too much excitement and gave her a huge hug! Then, I turned to Mitch who already had his arms opened wide and he had the hugest smile on his face. I giggled and asked him what was to be so excited about and he said that him and the guys were going to be practicing this weekend. 'Practicing?' I asked with confusion is my voice. He just nodded in agreement and said that they would write two songs and then start practicing them as soon as possible. Then they would start having little gigs and that they would go from there. My eyes teared up and he hugged me again. "Babe, don't worry." Worry? How could I worry? That's the last thing I would do about this situation. I was just sad that he wouldn't be with me for the rest of high school. Then I heard Bethy's voice screaming in excitement about it all. "HE'S STARTING A BAND?!!" She kept screaming that over and over. I just laughed and told her that he was going to be super successful and that I would make sure she was at their first gig. She smiled and hugged me. "You did good this time, girl." I smiled and said that I knew. We all sat down for like 5 seconds before we heard the first bell. It scared the crap out of us but we all reported to our 1st periods. I had 1st period with Bethy and Drew but, not with Mitchy. It was kind of weird seeing Drew but things went well. There was no awkwardness and I'm sure he just wants things to be normal again. I just need a little bit more time. The day went by fast and easy. Like most first days go by. I had 4 classes with Mitch, 3 with Beth and 2 with Drew.