Your POV
I've always loved the fair. The rides, the smell of the cinnamon doughnuts, people laughing and having a good time. It's always been my favourite
I'm with my friends, Hana, Penelope, Usui, Drake, and Maxwell. We're just walking around the fair trying to find a ride to go to.
As we were walking, I see the Zipper, my favourite ride of all time. It's scary but fun. It was like you're getting tossed but you're just flipping lmao. It was one of the reasons why I looked forward to the fair.
"I wanna ride the Zipper," I said pointing to the ride.
"I would but I'm too scared," said Penelope.
I frowned but quickly smiled so Penelope doesn't feel bad.
"Oh okay, I'm not forcing you to," I said smiling at her and her smiling back.
Drake was about to say something when someone cut him off.
"I'll ride it with you," a voice said from behind me.
I turned around to see Gerard. My ex boyfriend.
"Why would you do that?" I asked raising an eyebrow.
"Because I promised, remember?" Gerard said. Yeah, he did, when we were still together.
"That was before," I said crossing my arms.
"Let's just go ride it." Gerard said taking my hand and going to the ride.
I looked back at my friends and they smiled and gave me a thumbs up.
Uhm, okay?
The lil door closed and the ride started.
"You know, (Y/N), I'm sorry." said Gerard while looking down.
"What for?" I asked.
"For hurting you," He said.
"It's alright,"
"No, it's not."
"Hm, mkay, whatever you say." I said trying to flip the ride.
"(Y/N), I'm serious," Gerard said holding my arms.
"Why are you riding it with me instead of your gorlfriend?" I asked.
"As I said, I promised," Gerard said.
"Yeah, I get it."
"You know, whatever happened between us, can we keep that in the past?" He said.
"Oh, you mean, you lying about a "forgetting" to tell me you were with a girl when I kept asking you who you were with?" I said furiously.
"(Y/N).."
"Whatever." I said still trying to flip the ride.
"Why are you being like this?"
"Goddamnit, Gerard, can you please stop with this bullshit? You know how hurt I was when you suddenly left me. When you suddenly said it wasn't gonna work out. My heart was broken to fucking pieces. You said you weren't the type to break up with a girl in text. You said that you would do it in person. I'm glad you did it in text. If you did it in person, you would've seen the face I made. You would've seen the tears that came out so fast as soon as I saw the text. You would've seen me cry so hard, wondering what I did wrong. You would've seen the tears I was trying to hold back bc I was hanging out with my brother." I said furiously, I got red.
"You don't know it, do you? Ever since we started dating, it felt like you didn't care at all. You barely payed attention to me, I was sad because it was like I was invisible. You didn't care enough."
"I didn't care enough? Morning till night, I texted you, called you, told you how much I loved you. But you never said I love you back. All you did was sent me a fucking picture. A random fucking picture. Hell, you even sent me a fucking toilet. Like, who sends a picture of a toilet?"
"No, you don't understand.." He said.
"I do understand. I understand, I wasn't enough for you. I was scared Gerard. I was scared to show you the me in relationships. I'm clingy, I get jealous easily, I always want your presence and shit. Fuck that, I want you. Even if you broke up with me, I still want you. You will always like me you said? Bullshit. But me, when I said I will always like you, it's true. But I don't like you anymore, I love you. I wanted your presence, your touch, your warm hugs, your voice, you. I wanted you. I still want you till now. Heh, wanna bang? Jkk." I said realizing the ride was over.
I got off and left Gerard.
Fuck my feelings.
Author's Note: heyy gorlss, want a part 2? XD
