So, Gerard has been distant lately. He's been in his office the whole month. We don't even talk that much anymore.
It feels so wrong. Like, there's something going on. I know he's been busy for his comics and tours but... We don't even go out anymore.
He never looks at me anymore. Or do romantic things like he used to do.
Today, I plan on surprising Gerard with something.
I dressed on my sexy house outfit that Gerard loved, and walked to his office.
I saw him at his desk with his reading glasses working on something.
I walked up to him, kissing his neck but he pushed me away.
"What is it, (Y/N)? I have no time for you bullshit games right now." He growled at me.
Anger started to fill in me.
"Bullshit games Gerard?! Is that what you think?! You've been in your office the whole month! You don't even bother looking at me anymore! All you do is work! You never had time for both of us! WE WAS GONNA DO CRAP TONIGHT! You think it's bullshit? Well fuck you Gerard!" I yelled.
He turned around, his face was red he looked like a tomato.
"Well, sorry, I'm not there to fulfill your needs, princess. Why don't you stop being a bitch and let me do my fucking work!" Gerard snapped.
"You know what? People look at you as a kind, nice, and hardworking guy. But what I see is an alcoholic mess!!" I screamed.
Suddenly, I felt a pain in my cheek, I fell to the floor hitting my head. I laid there for 5 seconds. When it hit me, Gerard just hit me.
I touched my cheek, I flinched from the pain, I could tell it was starting to bruise.
I looked at Gerard, his face was red from anger. He looked at me, suddenly realizing what he did. His face softened and guilty was written all over his face.
"Baby.. I'm so sorry baby, I'm sorry baby.. Forgive me.. I'm so sorry baby..." Gerard started walking towards me, I protected my face, scared of Gerard.
"Don't come any closer, please." I pleaded, tears streaming down my cheeks.
Gerard starting crying, hitting himself on what he had done.
He was a total mess. Gerard keeps hitting himself, sobbing at the same time.
At this point, I was scared. I was scared because Gerard hit me.
But, I don't care anymore. Seeing Gerard hit himself on the floor hurts me.
I wiped away my tears and ran up to him.
"Shhh.. Shhh Gerard.. It's okay Gee... Shhh shh.." I said trying to calm Gerard down.
He still won't stop hitting himself.
I took both of his wrist and looked at him. There were tears streaming down his cheeks.
He kept mumbling the words, "it's my fault, it's my fault," over and over again.
Gerard looked at me and hugged me so tight. I could feel his tears.
"(Y/N) I'm sorry, I'm so sorry baby.. Forgive me.. I love you.. Sorry.." Gerard cried.
"Shhhhh.... It's fine Gerard... Shhh don't cry.." I said.
I wiped his tears and smiled at him. He smiled at me back and touched my cheek. I flinched, he pulled his hand away quickly.
I took his hand, "it's okay Gee.." I said.
Gerard hugged me again, his hands gripping on my waist. My arms rubbing his back.
He pulled away then looked at me. Gerard crashed his lips against mine.
He pulled away and pecked me on the lips.
"I'm sorry (Y/N), I'm sorry for hitting you... I'll never do it again, I promise.. I'll.. Take a break from the band.. I want time for both of us. I love you so much (Y/N)."
"I love you too Gerard."
I smiled at him. He smiled at me back.
We went to our bedroom, and laid with each other's arms. This is what I wanted.
I hear Gerard yawn.
"Goodnight, (Y/N) I love you." Gerard said kissing me.
"Goodnight, Gee I love you too." I said kissing his neck softly then pecked his lips.
