please? (carl grimes love story)

At Least I'm Not As Sad (As I Used To Be)

'Have you ever wondered about our old nu-metal friends and what became of them?

Turns out I saw them a couple of days ago,

They were laughing and drinking and smoking and singing.

C’mon, can you count all the notches in your belt?

I'd rather not, let's just say I'm starving myself.

Baby, put your name down on a piece of paper.

I don’t want no savior baby, I just wanna have a good time

Oh, oh, at least I’m not as sad as I used to be.

And they said,

"Hey Nate, yeah, it’s been a while,

Are you gonna sing?"

And I began to smile and I said,

"You should’ve seen me a couple of years ago,

I was laughing and drinking and smoking and singing."

C’mon can you count all the loves that didn’t last?

It’s such a gas when you bring up the past.

Baby, put your name down on a piece of paper.

I don’t want no savior baby, I just wanna get it out.

Oh oh, oh, At least I’m not as sad as I used to be.

Oh oh, oh, At least I’m not as sad as I used to be.

At least I’m not as sad as I used to be.

And they said we would’ve seen you two years ago

Had you stuck around or come out to a show,

But youth’s taken over by rock and roll,

While we were laughing and drinking and smoking and singing....

So I left, that is it. That’s my life, nothing is sacred.

I don’t keep friends, I keep acquainted,

I’m not a prophet, but I’m here to profit.

That’s all, I’m gone! That’s my life, nothing is sacred.

I don’t fall in love, I just fake it.

I don’t fall in love. I don’t fall in love.'

I sang this song while I was killing walkers a few days before this shit.

'Spirit Bear, come down stairs' my dad yelled from upstairs. 'yes Papa Bear, I'll be down in a few' I said happily. I slid on my Christmas dress and ran down the stairs. 'look who decided to join us' mama said. ' Mama Bear I've been getting ready' I exclaimed smiling. I closed my eyes when I smelt the Apple pie only to open them to man eating monsters heading towards me.

I woke up in a panic, screaming. "Spyryte it's ok." Carl said to me. "C-Carl, where am i" I asked crying.  "Hershels cell. remember you got shot" "Oh Ya is it over? he is dead right?" "um no but he didn't kill anyone. " "ok" I said sad he isn't dead. Ya he is my dad but he shot me and deserves to die.

"Carl we nee-Spyryte your awake" "Ya I am I guess." I said to Rick "that's great but Carl we need you on watch. Spy why don't you ho with him if your up to it" "Ya dad I'll go in a minute let me help Spy" "Ok stay safe kids" Rick said leaving. "I'm going to try to get up ok Carl" "Ok so we head to watch together right" he said winking. "sure" I said sarcastically. I got up feeling fine to walk so we started to head to the tower.

"thanks" I said. "for what" "for being there for me when I was shot" "you know Daryl never left your side the whole time" he said smiling. "really? Daryl?" I asked confused "yes Daryl, he even cried when you didn't wake up for 2 days" "wait I was out for 2 days?" I was really confused now. "Ya you passed put from pain and Daryl thought you were gone" "so Daryl really cares for me?"

"Spyryte! your awake and ok!!" Daryl said running to us. "speaking of the devil" I whispered to Carl. "Ya I'm alright and walking" I said to Daryl who was hugging me. "that's great! I was really getting worried" he said putting me down "Ya I heard you never left my side" I said looking at Carl slightly. Daryl looked at him with a smirk. "neither did loverboy here" he looked at Carl. "um Daryl we were just heading for watch so we'll be going now" Carl said. "use protection" Daryl yelled after us, giving us looks from others.

~~Carl's P.O.V~~

we ran up the tower before the sunset so we could watch it. together. I will ask her to be my girlfriend tonight. at sunset. we got up to the tower and sat down. "sssoooooooooooo what do you wanna do" she asked. "I don't know we could play a game" "what game" "um I don't know" "ok" she said. we sat there just staring at the sunset. "um, hey Spy" "ya" she said looking at me "um I wanted to ask you something" "Ok and what is that" "umm willyoubemygirlfriend" I spit out . "slowly please" I took a deep breath before saying "will you be ny girlfriend Spyryte?" "yeah, yeah I will"