Author's Book of Confessions, Rants and Shits

'is true friends really exist?'

I have lots of friends but some of them is real ones, they're accepting me as the real me, but not the deepest...

Sometimes, when I'm confessing to my friend, actually my bestfriend, that I'm kinda feel sad and alone, she always telling me that I don't know how to handle my feelings, then she will leave our conversation, sometimes she is just seen me( in messenger )...

In meeting my 'friends' at our school, we will start talking about something but I'm rarely talk to them, all I can do is listen, sometimes I'm out of topic...

Some of them is kinda good, I can really talk to them...

But they all know is im kind and good, saying that I'm they're type of kind of friend but actually I'm just pretending...