i've been planning to run away for 2 days now.
i'm hoping that if i can manage to run away, be missing for long enough for it to matter, i'll come back, and you will have been so worried about me that you will have completely forgotten about whoever that girl was.
the plan was that for a few days i would occasionally take food and water, and store it under the bridge. after a few days, i will have enough supplies to last me about a week or so.
to come back into view again, i would rip my clothes and pretend to be very thirsty. i am already skinny, so looking malnourished will not be a problem for me.
then when i have successfully made my return to liberty high school, you will realize how much i really meant to you and you will leave the other girl.
later i would come up with a mote foolproof plan to aquifer your full love and support in the way i would like it to be.
-alex
