for it was just something about you, Zach, that made me do it. I didn't want to, but the thought of you leaving me, because I didn't need you anymore burned holes in my heart. So, I thought that maybe, just maybe if i did something crazy enough to get your attention, you would notice me again.
Notice me, like you used to.
-alex
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