it just occurred to me a little less than a year after writing this how terrible the concept really is. i am so sorry that i did not realize this earlier. please know that suicide or hurting yourself to get someone's attention is NOT a good thing. it should not even be an option.
know before reading this, or if you've already read this that my story portrays very dangerous and horrible acts.
i was in a really terrible place when i wrote this. and somehow this story was an outlet for me.
so again, this story contains very awful and dangerous ideas.
there is help and people love you. if you are struggling feel free to talk to me.
read this story with caution.
do not copy anything in this story. please be safe.
i love you all <3
