MY BOYFRIEND IS GAY

Back Together

                  - Chapter Four -

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Say you won't let go -----> James Arthur

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Jake's POV

    
       I was so restless, I couldn't sleep or think straight. I had hurt Bella and it was killing me. I shouldn't have said all that to her. Bella has always been a fragile beautiful soul and I hate myself for causing her pain.

I try her number again for the 60th time that night and still no response. I can't bring myself to go see her in her house cause she would literally kill me. I bring my phone and decide to send her another text this time,a longer one but I decide against it and decide to go for the voice note. That would show my feelings the more

                       Hi Bella
I know am the last person you wanna hear from right now but I gotta do this. Bells am really sorry for what happened, I didn't mean to hurt you. I hate myself for what happened and am really sorry. From the bottom of my heart, I plead for your forgiveness, Baby I love you so much and am sorry. Please, please, please forgive me Bells. Am so sorry, please. Yeah, am an asshole but please hun forgive me. Please

I stop the voice note and sigh rubbing my head. I wait patiently for a reply which never comes. I keep refreshing my message but nothing happens,she doesn't call or reply. Am getting frustrated and can't wait for morning so that I can go see her even if she decides to kill me.

   I wake up on the floor the next day and my body aches really bad. It's a Sunday morning but am too fucked up to start thinking about church, I have just one thing on my mind and that's Bella. I quickly take a shower and storm off driving to Bella's house, I need to catch up with them before they leave for church.

    I get to Bella's house and meet Bella's parents outside, it looks like they are going out.

  " Good morning Mr and Mrs Reddignton " I say

       " Morning Jake, aren't you supposed to be in church " Mr. Reddignton asks

         " Look Bella doesn't want to see you and we personally don't want you to see her. She's been through a lot and needs a break " Mrs. Reddignton says

  " I know but am just here to make things right, I would never hurt her " I say

     " Give her some space Jake, we are off for church " Mr. Reddignton says and walks out

I try to say something but Mrs. Reddignton stops me

     " Go home Jake, Bella is resting and cannot see you or anyone for now " she says and joins her husband in the car and they drive out.

    Mr and Mrs Reddignton have always been so kind and nice to me,they were also very supportive of my relationship with Bella this was their first time of acting coldly towards me. I can only imagine how Bella must have looked like when she came home last night, I really fucked up big time.

I bring out my phone and dial Bella's number severally and as expected, she doesn't answer. I try using the door bell but she doesn't respond, there's only one thing left to do.

       Wait for her parents to come back,i cannot leave without seeing Bella. I sit down on the floor In front of their door.

Isabella's POV

      Mum and dad were with me throughout comforting and consoling me.I had let my emotions take over me and I cried so much that dad started asking if Jake tried to do anything stupid or break up with me. I just told them that we had an argument which really hurt me, they took my answer and never bothered me again. Mum left me a bowl of ice-cream before heading to bed after I forced her to.