MY BOYFRIEND IS GAY

Reconciliation : Jake's POV

                   -Chapter Thirteen-

UNEDITED

~Chapter Playlist~
Earned It - The Weekend
[ I just recently watched Fifty Shades of Grey and I just fell in love with the playlists, so here's one of my favs😊😊]

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<A story is best told when you hear from the two parties involved, so on that note here's RECONCILIATION written in Jake's POV>

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      " You have 30 minutes to show me whatever shit you want to " She says as she walks to my car.

    
     I am thankful that she agreed to follow me. For a moment out there I thought she wouldn't. I just need to play my cards well and not mess up this opportunity because I may never get it again.

I can't help but stare at her while driving, a part of me wants to talk to her,reach out to her but at the same time I can't. The last thing i need now is to piss her off. I really miss the days when she would stick her head or hand out,letting the breeze catch her hair as she laughed or even when we would blast our stereo and sing along.

I consider trying to ask her about school just to start up a conversation but I know that is a stupid idea so all I can do is to steal glances at her while I drive.

               " We are here " I say

She looks a bit confused as she looks around, absorbing the environment and then back at me

         " What are we doing here? "  She asks

I can't answer that. She needs to see it for herself

   " Please come with me Bella, I want to show you something " I say, hoping and praying that she would agree.

She hesitates a bit and for a second I think that she isn't coming, but she surprises me by stepping out of the car. A smile which I try to suppress forms on my face as we walk into the hospital.

     I come here often so I know a lot of people here and exchange pleasantries with them, I meet briefly with a familiar couple at the cafeteria before leaving for his  room.

We get to his door and I turn to Bella

           " We are here " I say
    
  " What?? Where?? What's in there " she asks

There really isn't time to answer, I mean since she is already here she might as well come in and see things for herself.

       " Come see for yourself " I say before walking in

   She doesn't come in immediately and again, I panic that she may leave angrily but my paranoid thoughts all clear the moment she walks into the room.

     She stops.

         Mid way into the room , appearing to be frozen as she looks around the room obviously taking in all the details. I turn back to discuss with him as she feeds her eyes 
      
I don't know how she will feel once she sees who we came to visit but I can only hope that she will comport herself and take everything in good faith and let me explain myself and all that's been happening but my hopes are shattered once I hear her heart breaking venom filled voice

      " What is the meaning of this?! " she screams

I don't know if I should take her outside to calm her a bit, but what if she decides to leave?? What if she doesn't want to hear me out?! This may be the only chance that I "ll ever get and am not ready to mess it up.