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0.6 - CHLOES P.O.V

I have been messaging Rye now for a couple of weeks and he's such a nice genuine guy like at first when he messaged me i thought he was only messaging me to get to Ashton and the others but he isn't and i fully respect that he's so lovely towards me and always makes sure that i'm alright and always texts me good morning and night before we go to sleep which no guy has ever done for me which is so kind.

I just hate doing this to Ashton like keeping a secret like this behind his back so whenever me and Rye text i delete the text messages straight away because i don't want Ashton finding out like he will find out someday but i don't want him finding out the now because he is so protective and he will go through Rye but not just Rye but all the boys in Roadtrip and i don't want that happening.

I really wish Ashton wasn't acting like he is my dad like i get he's my older cousin and i'm the youngest and i get that he is so worried for me but i hate being babied i just wish he trusted me more instead of being so protective i can never have my own space i'm always with him because i am their stylist and designer but like it's everyday he doesn't let me go to the shopping centre he always drops me off and picks me up i really wanna tell him but i don't want to be nasty about it.

I have said a few times to him and also i am close to the others in 5SOS especially Calum because i do have a massive crush on him and he has a crush on me because we always flirt with each other but Ashton has pulled Calum up about flirting with me right in front of me and Michael and Luke have said to Ashton that he baby's me too much but Ashton can't come to terms of it which annoys me because the other boys know he is but Ashton says he isn't.

Rye text me saying that he wishes me goodnight and to have a great sleep beautiful and to take care of myself and he will hopefully see me soon which got me because a lot of other boys have never said that before especially my ex he would never ever compliment me but with rye he did and i was so grateful for it and started to blush but the bad thing about it was i had to delete the message because Ashton usually checks my phone and i hate it because he doesn't trust me at all after that text message we didn't talk until a couple of days after.