𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐡 𝐎𝐮𝐭 𝐅𝐨𝐫 𝐌𝐞 | 𝐉𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐀𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲

23

I sat in the waiting room next to Jack. My hands were shaking. My while brain is spinning. I needed to know if Abby is ok.

Tears were down my face. Tears were down my mom and aunt's face. All I could think to myself was This is my fault. I really did think it was my fault. I'm the one who went through her personal texts, I'm the one who got her mad, and the one who screwed both of our brains up that night. It's my fault.

I broke down crying. I blocked out everything the people around me were saying. Jack grabbed my arm gently standing up. A nurse walked us to an empty room, probably for me to calm down.

We sat on a big white couch ad the nurse closed the door to the room. Jack was quiet. I was sobbing. I never knew I could get this emotional. Last time I was like this, all broken down and sad, was when my dad passed. Now realizing it, I feel like at this moment I'm sobbing more because Abby is the only one I've gotten left.

My body filled with anger as tears flowed. I stood up to hit and kick the wall. Jack stood up, but didn't stop me. He wanted me to let my emotions out.

I then stopped. I froze. My anger was gone. My crying had stopped. My emotions just shut off. I turned to Jack, who was behind me the whole time, and hugged him tightly. I buried my face into his chest.

"This is all my fault" I mumble.

"Your fault? Charlotte this is no one's fault" Jack says softly managing to hear my mumbling.

"I don't want her to die. If she goes, I won't have anyone else. I'll be all alone and inside a black hole. Everyone will eventually move on and not care while I'm still processing everything"

Tears start to roll down my eyes again. I lift my head up and wipe my tears. I look into Jack's eyes. His sparkly, glowing eyes stare into mine for a while now.

He wipes some more of my tears off my face. "We will never forget about Abby. Abby is going to be ok, and I will make sure you will be ok too. "

Our eyes stay locked. There were no more tears coming down my face. I didn't feel sad. I didn't feel anger. I really didn't feel much of anything at this point.

"Everything is going to be ok. I promise you. Abby is the most fearless girl we know. She will fight through this...just to stay with you. She's told me alot when we first met.."

I gave Jack a look telling him to continue what he was saying,

"She's been depressed lately, mainly because you're the only real friend to her. Without you around, she's nothing. She doesn't like being around others as much as you. You make her happy. You make everyone happy to be honest. You're one of the most caring people on this planet. When she's out of that operating room and ready to talk, she's going to rant about how amazing you are for never giving up on her..for never giving up on anything"

Jack's mini speech brought back tears. Not sad tears..but happy tears. Jack makes me happy. Hearing those words come out of my mouth made me realize Abby is going to be ok.

I smiled, doing the thing I've wanted to do ever since I met the guy. I kissed him.

It was a slow and passionate kiss. Fireworks were exploding in my stomach. We both pulled away with our eyes locking again.

Jack and I kissed. It took me a minute to process the fact that this really happened. Jack and I layed on the white couch together, waiting for good news about Abby.

I closed my eyes. I knew I was about to fall asleep. Before dosing off, Jack placed his lips onto mine once more..making my heart warmer then before.

(A/N - BOOM. WOAH. Although they kissed..I think this chapter was crap so Imma try to make the next one way better) *sorry for any incorrect spelling*