Boney Boys

Chapter 3

I had an ending to the last chapter but it didn't save. So I realized that like 3 hours after publishing it but I am gonna change the story  completely from where it was leading XD. Also this chapter was kinda rushed bc I had stuff to do after it so  i couldnt look it over but i hope it makes sense. Its the longest one yet.

I stood at my locker waiting for my friends to come out of there history class. Some how I had no friends in any of my classes. I guess I knew why. I'm in high school now and grades matter the fact that i got mostly F's last year put me in the lower classes while my friends were put in honors classes. 

Complete side note: This is one thing that will happen with almost any mental illness i already didn't pay much attention in school when i was depressed but after i developed anorexia I would either  stay home because i was to depressed to get out of bed or I would be to busy in school meal planing to pay attention to the lesson. Also don't even think about home work i haven't don't mine in over a year bc i'm to busy exercising or meal preping or looking up thinspo

"Hey Bitch!!!' Ally said pulling me from my thoughts 'why do so many girls have to be straight that girl Melody in my history class i so cute." "ugh' she leaned her weight against the wall of lockers. 

"Idk man why do teachers have to be so transphobic " I said joining her against the locker but I slid to the floor so i was curled in a ball. 

"oof your science teacher again?' she said joining me on the ground. 

" yeah i mean I fell asleep but that gives him no right to misgender me in front of the whole class the 2 topics are completely unrelated." I sighed 

"well It will get better eventually people will just get used to calling you Elliott just like we did." 

"yeah but you guys were supportive" 

"they'll come around' She stood up and offered me her hand 'lets go to lunch i'm starving" 

I cringed at her choice of words but reluctantly took her hand and stood up leaning against the lockers for a moment to regain my balance. All i could see was dark and my head hurt just above my eyes there where little white specks of white and my head felt very warm. Then it cleared up and I felt just like normal. I am used to this I happens almost every time I Stand up. 

We made our way to the stairs and got engulfed with the 200+ kids going up and down the to narrow of steps.  I rejoined Ally at the end of the stairs and we walked into the lunch room making our way to our usual table. She sat down next to Lucy like always and I sat next to lyric. 

"ugh, im so fat' lyric said sitting down and pinching her sides. She was 5'5 and weighed no more than 115 pounds. I sighed and responded saying " no ur not' as i usually did. 

Lyric went up to the lunch line to get food and I followed. Not because I was getting food but because it burns more calories for me to walk through the lunch line than to just sit at our table. 

This is what a typical lunch for me in school looks like lol 

//time skip to like end of last class//

The bell rang and I left as soon as possible. Grabbing my bag and booking it down the stairs. I wanted  to get out of school as soon as possible. I got on my bus and sat alone in the same seat as every other day pulling out my headphones and listening to 'ashes of eden' by breaking benjamin (THIS IS A REALLY GOOD SONG IT KINDA SOUNDS LIKE A SONG THEY WOULD PLAY IN CHURCH MIXED WITH A SONG FROM DEAR EVEN HANSEN) My bus ride lasted 5 min or so and i listened to the song on replay. I got off the bus and ran to my house putting the key in the lock and opening the door locking it behind me. I imminently ran upstairs and pulled out my planner and started to once again run dinner ideas through my head.  It was about 2 o'clock and I am not allowed to eat till at least pm usually later. I have many rules like I can't eat before 12pm ever, and Never EVER eat more than 500 calories in a day. 

 I laid down on my bed and decided to take a nap because i was exhausted from not eating.