"Bye, and thanks for the clothes" Payton stood with his arm wrapped around me when we said goodbye to Joline. She gave us a last hug and then she left.
*closed the door*
He took away his arm.
"Omg, she hugged me" he said and smiled
"Okay calm down" I laughed. "Now what do we do? Do you sleep here or do you go home?"
"Can I sleep here?"
"Sure"
We told our parents and then we fixed a madras that he could sleep on. We watched a movie in my room. My favorite: "Harry Potter and the goblet of fire"
I'm usually very concentrated when I watch movies but I couldn't stop thinking about how quick my life turned upside down. First Eric, then Payton and now dad?!
I let the tears out. I hoped Payton wouldn't notice.
"What's up" he asked with a calm voice.
"Nothing"
"You do t cry for nothing"
"It's just, I miss my dad, I regret following Eric upstairs and I don't want you to get in trouble because we pretend like we're together"
He just looked at me.
"Say something!"
"It's not your fault. Not with Eric, with us or your dad"
"But what if I were home, than nothing of this would have happened!" I cried even more.
"Hey" I looked at him. "It's not your fault"
"But what if it actually is"
"Don't think that" he wiped a couple of tears that ran down my face. "There's nothing you could have done to help your dad and than the fact that you actually screamed for help when Eric almost raped you. I wouldn't dare. I would be too scared" I smiled
"You're the bravest girl I know Elisabeth, you can get through this"
"Thanks" I hugged him.
We kept on watching the movie.
A few moments later I fell asleep on Payton's shoulder with his arm wrapped tight around me. I felt safe with him. Maybe it wasn't that bad after all.
A very short one but I'm back:)
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Not my type {Joey Birlem & Payton Moormeier}
Fanfictie"Who do u choose, me....or him?"
