i am a despicable human being
it's no secret
the truth is as simple as it is said
the web of lies is not as strong as it seems
they say the truth will set you free
wrong
the truth will hold you down like an anchor
it will drown you at sea
it will poison you at dinner
steal from your home
as it makes its home in the deepest part of your soul
what's done is done
my actions i cannot reverse
i cannot dwell over what i have given into
no point no time
to wonder how my thoughts my actions
my very life and being got so bad
how i could have turned my back on
the one man that cared