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19; A Natural Blue

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Growing up in the back of Thomas's mind I obviously thought that's where I was going to spend the rest of my existence. The place I belonged.

But when I got pushed to the main stage with a spot light on me and saw Roman and the others I knew that that was where I truly belonged

We always worked with each other, side by side by side by side. Maybe not in the right ways but we always found a solution to our problems or Thomas's.

We always had a good time.

"Virg." My lover with his lovely puppy dog eyes spoke softly as he turned the doorknob to my room. "H..hi."

Roman has always been confident in his words and actions. He rarley ever stuttered or stumbled across his words.

When he did it was because he was passionate about what he was talking about. But he wasn't passionate about this. I could tell. He was.. serious.

"I know..you don't want to talk but I do. Virgil, I love you. And I wouldn't want to be with anyone else. You know that!"

He looks over me, tears welting from his eyes only to see my back turned from him as I layed on my bed. What was I supposed to even say?

I cling to my sheet as he sits down at the edge of my bed. "I can't.. forgive you."

He comes closer, his hand near my back. I hear his breath shaking. "I said I was sorry!"

I clench my eyes shut, holding my tears in, "Sorry doesn't change the fact that you kissed Logan!"

..ooooh

edit: hey there!
It's future me
here to say
thank you
for reading this
I wrote
This when
I was 14
(I'm now almost 18)
And it's
Nice to know
y'all still like it :)